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| Everett Senior Member 2088 Posts 6/05 |  Posted - Aug 3 2005 : 4:07PMHi Kimi, hope you're out there. Over at the Pornstar Mothers thread you mentioned you had 5 kids. Wow I never would've guessed you were a mom of five judging from your vids. No stretch marks or anything. Were they all vag births rather than c-sections? I wanted to ask how come we never saw you in any prego videos? Why didn't you take yourself over to Loretta Sterling and let him film you for one of his famous Ready To Drop volumes. And why not a prego Kimi in magazines that feature pregnant women like JUGGS or at least the mid 90s version of D-CUP?
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| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Aug 3 2005 : 7:03PM Yes, I remember the 2002 May Leg Show layout. I did another for them that is in September of 2004 (I was the centerfold, and the Dangle of the Month). As far as I know neither have been recycled. You can see some of those pics on my Yahoo Group if you check it out.  [Link] |
| Everett Senior Member 2088 Posts 6/05 | Posted - Aug 3 2005 : 8:56PM [Link] |
| GirlinDC Member 271 Posts 5/05 | Posted - Aug 3 2005 : 8:58PM [Link] |
| Jordan1 Member Fishing, a fun hobby! 490 Posts 7/08 | Posted - Dec 6 2008 : 7:13PM I decided to check you out on IAFD. I saw the pic and the years and age you performed and I was floored!! Please tell me that the pic of you on IAFD was when you were 19 or 20. I noticed under your Username pic you have the words: "Not bad for 40" Do you have a recent pic you can post that can show us that you still have that youthful beauty? Of course, the more skin you can show the better!  P.S. In the meantime I'll check around to see if I can catch some footage of you. [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 7 2008 : 1:22PM Considering that I did not do any porn before January of 1999 (a bondage shoot for Insex) you won't see any pictures of me younger than 30+. I started performing in hardcore porn in June of 2000, just a few months before my 32nd birthday. Of course, I turned 40 this year. This picture was taken in February of 2008. I have another taken a few weeks later, but I haven't had any done since then. (I retired from adult entertainment in April.) I am trying to get my old photographer to do a picture set for me before Christmas, but so far I haven't managed to get anything planned. I still have a couple weeks...  [Link] |
Redish  Poetic Moderator Long and Cursive road to the Ivory Pagoda in the province of Loraine 4076 Posts 12/03 | Posted - Dec 7 2008 : 6:36PM [Link] |
| Jacco All-Star Member "liable to deprave and corrupt" 2673 Posts 5/04 | Posted - Dec 7 2008 : 6:46PM Jacco [Link] |
| Jordan1 Member Fishing, a fun hobby! 490 Posts 7/08 | Posted - Dec 7 2008 : 7:21PM I ask not only because of your physique, but also because of the pose. That doesn't appear to be done from someone that hasn't been taught something about boxing. If not, you're great at pretending! I'm looking at your left and right arm, and your footwork in particular. You appear to have the correct balance for that type of punch if it were to be delivered. By the way, I did some searching for some clips of your work but could find very little. In particular I was trying to find some IR footage and also some g/g strap-on to get an idea for a later purchase. Any recommendations? Also, you said that you retired in April. However, IAFD has your last work done in 2003? Were you doing web work for the missing 5 years (they typically don't list web work, just DVD's), or is it that the info simply isn't there? [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 8 2008 : 12:41AM The only IR footage you will find is the bj scene in Dr. Fellatio #31, and the Web shoot I did for GangBangSquad. Not because I have anything against it, I just wasn't cast for it. I didn't do any g/g strap on scenes. The closest to that would be a double ended dildo with Nikita Denise in the orgy scene of Buttslammers 20. Again, not that I have anything against it, just wasn't something I was ever cast for. I stopped doing hardcore porn in 2003. Since then the adult entertainment work I've done has been fetish video and web work, dancing and escorting. No, before you ask, I didn't quit because I aged out or couldn't get work in hardcore porn. I became very ill in 2003 (not sex related) and wasn't well enough to work until the following year, during which the last big HIV scare happened, so I didn't go back that year, and by the year after that I felt reluctant to return after being away for so long and most of the porn I was seeing I didn't like the look of and didn't want to be part of. It just got easier and easier to not get on that plane and fly to LA. The majority of my income was always outside of video (I started dancing in 1992), so money was never a motivator - just the "fame", such as it was. I quit this year for the lamest most wonderful reason in the world. I got back together with the love of my life. [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 8 2008 : 12:48AM [Link] |
| Jordan1 Member Fishing, a fun hobby! 490 Posts 7/08 | Posted - Dec 8 2008 : 6:40PM The only sad thing is that your fans aren't going to be able to see any new footage of you now since you're retired, and I know there must be a lot of them that were hoping to see you in a bunch of MILF projects this year. I feel a little funny saying that because of your pics. You look much younger than 40. I know the odds of a return will be more unlikely especially since it's because of a significant other and not simply you wanting a break, so I guess I just have to be content with what's out there already. By the way, I clicked on your website link on IAFD and it's dead. I was hoping to get a glimpse of some of what you had there. [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 8 2008 : 10:12PM [Link] |
| Jordan1 Member Fishing, a fun hobby! 490 Posts 7/08 | Posted - Dec 9 2008 : 10:04PM By the way, I like the pic and the phrase Kisses and Lixx. Same to you too!  [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 11 2008 : 9:56PM I've made peace with my breasts. I was at war for most of my life with how they made me feel and how they looked and how I felt about how other people viewed me because of them. That's over with. I don't think I would have come to this peace if I had never had implants. Because of my experience having implants I have been able to let go of the pain of the past. I was able to put it in perspective when I could step away from it, something I was never able to do while I was trying to cope with the negative self image I had when I had my natural bust. Raising my daughter has been a blessing and a healing experience, as well. She is a beautiful young woman, and, like me, she didn't develop a big bust. Seeing her, and knowing that she really is absolutely lovely (really, she is, not just a momma's love, she modeled professionally, she's a babe!), and that her figure is coveted by most of the other young women (and older women) who see her, lets me love that flat chested, too skinny girl I once was, too. I have done everything I possibly can to give my daughter positive messages about her body. The messages no one ever gave me. She faces some of the same stresses that I faced, her friends grew noticeably larger boobs than she did. Her aunts (my little half sisters are my children's age) have big boobs. Sometimes she just wants to know "Why Mom, why me?" I can only point to myself and tell her, "Sweetie, it's in your genes." She loves to tease me that her boobs are bigger than mine since I showed her nude pictures of me from before augmentation - I was smaller than her "full A cup". I plan to have my implants removed the next time I can afford surgery, which will probably be in about three years. I plan it, knowing that I will look worse than I ever thought I did before I had implants. I will have to have a "lift" done to remove the excess skin that has stretched and that will leave some pretty nasty scars. I'll probably have to have my nipples revised as well, since adhesions have formed beneath the old incision sites. I will be lopsided, since there is no breast tissue on my right side (not a result of the augmentation - a separate issue). It's going to be a mess. I'm really looking forward to it. Not to the way the result will look, but to having the little me back. The body I couldn't love before, I miss it now. [Link] |
| killbillvol69 All-Star Member ^Lucy Pinder 18631 Posts 4/08 | Posted - Dec 11 2008 : 11:18PM Thank you for sharing all of that. It's quite interesting how going through the process of getting implants could help you to appreciate your natural breasts, and not because you hated the implants or anything like that. I will look up some of the other things you've written about them here on ADT. I appreciate your candor and your willingness to share your insights and your experiences. Thanks again. [Link] |
| licker Senior Member Heretic, Iconoclast, Skeptic 1141 Posts 8/03 | Posted - Dec 12 2008 : 12:22AM You are an inspiration to all of us to become the best we can be. [Link] |
| Kimi Lixx Senior Member 2012 Posts 6/01 | Posted - Dec 12 2008 : 11:29AM It would be nice if every parent would be kind and loving, whether they suffered as a youngster or not. I see so many parents thoughtlessly torturing and neglecting their children. They scream at them, they cuss at them, they say mean and hurtful things. They ignore them. Then they wonder why the teenage daughters are pregnant, why the boys drop out of high school, why they can't hold a job, why they hang out with other kids just like them. Just a few days ago my daughter was talking to me in the car as I drove her to work (she doesn't drive yet, I didn't consider her mature and responsible enough to get a driver's lisence until this year, she has her temporary permit now and is learning). She was counting the number of girls she is friends with who are close to her age and are already moms or are pregnant. She knows 6. Girls between the ages of 15 and 19. She asked me why did they get pregnant, she is sure they knew about birth control and had access to it. I explained to her that I think they didn't get pregnant by accident, but that they wanted to have a baby because they don't feel loved and cared for. My theory is that when a girl feels like no one is there for her, she thinks that she could love her child and her child will love her back, unconditionally, and fill that void in her life. Her baby won't leave her, like some guy might, or ignore her, like her parents did. She listened, then said to me, "You must love me a lot, the last thing I want is a baby!" I couldn't help but laugh, even though she was deadly serious. [Link] |
| pussy flower Deactivated User Girls spend hours deciding what to wear, and all guys do is try to picture them naked. 18 Posts 4/12 | Posted - Aug 9 2012 : 5:47AM [Link] |
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