this is what i posted on my yahoo group thought itd b easier to just copy n paste it.
chief rebel angel = amees boyfriends name (useing it cause i forgot my password....LMAO)
OK, Ive been waiting for my dr. to call me back with some test results but they wont be in until Monday. So, Im gonna give you guys my story up until now..... Some know and some dont that I am officially retireing from porn, I did too much too fast in the biz, and kinda screwed myself, Ive spent all the money i had made on medical bills and Im still going to the dr for stuff, I dont wanna say as of rite now what speciffically is going on medically until I hear from my dr. But I can say Ive had 2 minor "surgeries", one being my cervix that you all know about.. Ive had pink eye (really bad) got my rear torn in 3 places,etc.. So its been a lot of healing time for me.... I wasnt able to have sex with my fience' since last January after my last movie (until a couple of months ago) and my health and my relationship are the most important things to me. We're talking about starting a family in a couple of years, and i know already its going to be hard enough having a baby as it is, and i think if i keep up the life ive been leading, my chances will be even smaller, and we've been talking about getting married, i wanna do that here soon ... so, im moving back home in June, im still going to dance, probably in Columus, Oh. Sorry my career was so short hopefuly this will answer any questions you all have been haveing lately why Ive been so quiet not posting etc.. I want to thank everyone for the support and I hope you do enjoy the movies I have made.
I hope you are better soon. We porn fans don't really think about the human toll this business can cause so this is an eye-opener.
We're constantly wanting harder and harder scenes. But it is up to ever performer to determine his/her limits. Obviously those limits weren't apparent until after the damage was caused in your case Amee.
I think your comment about "too much too soon" is obvious in hindsite. But I hope some newbies to the business will be able to extract some wisdom from it and make more informed choices.
Keep us informed of your recovery, if you want. There are concerned fans here that want to know you are OK and happy. If not a little jealous of your boyfriend/fiance.
Amee, the work you did in the jizz bizz is some of my all time favorite stuff -- and that's from someone who's watched porn since he was 15 (and is 32 now). Your fresh face, adorable bod, and ability to always make me smile (among other things!) will never be forgotten. REALLY!!
I sincerely hope you get your health issues resolved and live happily ever after.
Thanks for thinking of us, Amee. It was a real pleasure to meet you at this year's Expo; you're such a sweetheart. I hope you're medical problems are resolved to your satisfaction and, as I have it on good authority that the Internet extends even to Ohio (), please continue to visit us!
I certainly wish you the best Amee!! I hope you make as full a recovery as you can and moving back home I hope that works out for you as well and good luck on starting a family and getting married! It was indeed nice meeting you in Las Vegas this year and I hope you can post more when you want!!
Thanks!
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Firmly Embedded in Depravity 5914 Posts 7/02
Posted - Feb 6 2004 : 6:09PM
Some very memorable performances, and when you smiled - your whole face lit up.
Thanks, for all the memories.
Wish you the best, and hope you can achieve what you want/need for the future.
I have had the pleasure of visiting with Amee and her fiancee last year and they are both great people. I am sorry about Amee's health problems and I wish her the very best.
Amee had a short, but, spectacular career and she topped it off by winning the very prestigious fan voting Best Newbie from Rog Reviews.
Take good care of your health and we will always remember your performances and your many ADT posts.
Man, sorry about the bad luck Amee. Good luck to you. To anyone: What happened with the anal tear thing? Was that actually on the set of a movie that was produced and put on shelves?
you have done the right thing amee, you contribution to the industry thus far is awesome and i hope you get better, without having to pay so many medical bills. if you decide to make a return to industry it would be awesome but if you dont you sure have left a mark in the industry.
Amee, I hope like everyone else that you will be feeling better soon.
I see you did most of your scenes for Red Light District, Evil Angel, Elegant Angel and Anabolic/Diabolic. I'm sure they're still making money off the work you did for them (money that comes from us fans, myself being one of them). Too bad that none of the relevant directors/producers at those studios have offered to help you out.
It's funny, people in the porn industry didn't hesitate to contribute money to Mason the director when her dog needed surgery. I would think that Amee rates as least as high as a Chihuahua, but maybe I'm wrong about that.
#SDNY he's all yours. -- Michael Steele 5110 Posts 3/03
Posted - Feb 7 2004 : 2:17PM
I don't want to jump down your throat, Renee, but do you know that that's the case, or are you just assuming?Mason made a public appeal for contributions. I don't recall Amee doing that. Maybe I'm wrong.
Best of luck to you, Amee. Don't underestimate the impression you have left on the porn-consuming public. I suspect that you would be quite a draw as a "feature" dancer for as long as you want to be, even if you never make another movie.
Believe me, when I name specific studios in regards to an individual performer, you can be certain that I am not making assumptions. I checked on iafd.com, and they list 23 films for Amee, 16 of which are from the above studios, which adds up to 70%.
You are right that Mason made an appeal to the public for help, but if I recall, she returned all the public contributions that she got, when people within the porn industry came to her aid.
#SDNY he's all yours. -- Michael Steele 5110 Posts 3/03
Posted - Feb 8 2004 : 3:05AM
I wasn't questioning which companies she worked for; I was talking about the assertion that "none of the relevant directors/producers at those studios have offered to help you out."
Well, only Amee can answer that question. I really wish her the best. It was a treat to meet her in Vegas ...
You are a total sweetie, Amee! I think lots of folks at ADT offer their love and support in whatever you choose to do. And with all your charm and positivity, I'm sure you will go far in whatever you decide to do in life.
Definately get to feeling a whole lot better, and goodluck with your pending marriage.... I hope everything works out for you just as the others have said...
That's a legitimate question to ask. I am making an assumption, but since Amee sounds like a generous person, who would readily acknowledge any help she's gotten from the porn industry, which she hasn't done thus far, I am assuming that no one has offered to help her out.
Also, Amee wrote this in her first post: Ive spent all the money i had made on medical bills and Im still going to the dr for stuff, I dont wanna say as of rite now what speciffically is going on medically until I hear from my dr. But I can say Ive had 2 minor "surgeries", one being my cervix that you all know about..
This makes it sound like she has had to pick up all the expense of her medical bills, which she is still not done accumulating, months after she stopped doing porn films.
And new films with her in them are still being released. There's a new one out from Anabolic that I found listed on one of the online retailers, called "Black Bastards 3", that hasn't made it onto the iafd database yet. (Is there a White Bastards film series, too? I'm just curious.)
"Black Bastard" is a compilation of Lex Steele's stuff with Anabolic. If Amee's in one of these, it's just a scene from a previously released Anabolic title.
i wanna thank you guys for all the support, i will keep you all updated on how things are going with me from time to time... and this is all my "assumtion" but im sure that noone in the industry director/producer/or otherwise, wants to help me out, and i will never ask, i chose to do porn, and i chose to do as much as i did, its not their responsibility, so i dont expect anything.
Amee
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Posted - Feb 9 2004 : 1:05PM
Good morning Amee, Good morning everyone…. This is Bernie and I work at Doc Johnson. I have been an avid reader of adultdvdtalk for along time without posting. But now that I am reading that you are having difficulties, I have to offer my condolences and wishes for a speedy recovery. I’ve never met you in person, but ya seems like sweetheart through and through. As a fellow Ohio-an (Cleveland), if I can do anything to help Amee, please don’t hesitate to ask. I wish you nothing but the best and good health for the rest of your days.
well, heres the deal, i just got the call in from my dr..... i was haveing issues "downtown" so i went in got and STD test (mainly for herpes) and it came back negative, but my pap test came back abnormal again, so i have to get another loop procedure =( so, hopefully this time theyll do the procedure and i wont get anymore abnormal cells... this is the part of my medical "issues" i hate the most...lol (too damn expensive)
Please don't feel alone, Amee. There are a lot of very generous people in this industry. If you need any help, financial or otherwise, I will be the first one to contribute.
i appreciate it... i guess, i just dont like asking for things, i dont want anyone being mad at me and thinking that if i do ask im being "needy"... im used to takeing care of myself.
though since i am getting married and may try for a honeymoon to australia, honeymoon contributions are cool!!!! LMAO j/k
thank you mason. you should e-mail me sometime.. ameedonavan@aol.com
