Unfortunately I see that a pattern has unveiled itself throughout the years :
Often when a model becomes my favourite one , she only stays for a 1-2 years ( or only some months or weeks in extreme cases ) . It leaves one disoriented and with a loss of purpose .
1) So , I am licking my wounds together with other fans of Kosame Dash who didn´t manage to have full year full of normal porn activity . So promising , but even with so many well-wishing fans on TW , she didn´t make it . ( April 2019 - March 2020 ) . She even was offering anal through Twitter and she got a bit shy when I asked her about foot-loving .
2) Monica Sage did have a similar pattern of retiring ( without mental problems ) , then coming back again for some time ( Sept 2017 - Oct 2019 - not 2 full years , due to the breaks in between ) . Maybe she can return , there´s still hope .
3) Aysha Dama - I even had direct contact with a Spanish producer at EBI who told me how unreliable she was ... Another loss ( Aug 2017 - Oct 2018 ) . Unpublished Dp --- I thought she would explore this route .
4) Valeria Borghese ---many fans at the Legalporno forum , but somehow they didn´t bring her back ( 2016-17 ) . Shoots sometimes elsewhere maybe .
5) Nadia Ali -- She was teasing with Anal but later denied her statement .... ( 2015 - 16 ) . High hopes after her Gangbang scene .
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I don´t know if Vienna Black fits in here since her stay exceeded the 2 year mark ( Feb 2017- Jan 2020 ) , but I had so many high hopes after her many anal scenes . The closest I got was when she retweeted a Dp suggestion . It was heartbreaking how fans asked her if she would leave them without a simple vag Gangbang or a blowbang , and she simply responded with one or two syllables ....
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Other people might say the same about Mia Melano , Lana Rhoades , Eva Elfie , Ellie Leen ... who got popular very quickly but didn´t shoot as constantly as expected or where some unexpected turn of things came to happen .
^I don't know how big your list of favorite is because mine is gigantic. In fact it would take me less time to name the ones that have never made it onto my list than it would to name 1/10 of the ones that have. I have some that I sort of regret getting excited about because they never went very far but I tend to compartmentalize those performers in a mental drawer that unless I see a mention of them then it's like they never did any porn.
Well I have begun to write down my all-time list of favourites and now I am bordering 200 and there are still other ones that could enter from the yearly lists . I have seen many other models , but I tend to pin down those from whom I have seen more one than 1 scene or pic gallery .
However , within those , a crush is a different category : These models provoke special attraction and almost romantic feelings , even if they are clothed ; and even if they don´t shoot the kind of scenes I want to see .
The tactic of forced memory elimination you describe could only work for me if the model has barely done more than 3-5 scenes , without variety . But if she has left a catalogue of different acts , I might go and discover her other scenes to see if she could enter the list officialy . Could happen with Nadia Ali in the future , now that the disappointement has been overcome .
Ava Addams.. I think she's in the best shape now chubby mummy... But earlier this year she says she will not shoot for companies anymore only onlyfans😡😡😡
This Gibraltarian is among my Top models of all time , and maybe she was a semi-crush for a period of time . ( + One of the best boob-jobs ) However , I can not find a reason to complain for myself , since she has done many scenes for my taste , some among them which I have not yet explored . Was also around for a long time , so that´s also a plus .
Of course there would be some acts unexplored , which I would like to see her doing should she ever come back to full status .
Kosame is still available for work. Maybe she has a diva attitude now? idk Maybe she needs to take a trip to porn valley. East coast has such a finite amount of productions.
The last few weeks have inaugurated a particularly bad period with 2 of my former crushes have gone into OF mode :
Viva Athena , Alina Belle ( even though she still lists her agency ) . I had them even at the top of my fav list for some weeks and gave them preferential treatment .
Furthermore :
Neela Sweet never really took off although I got 2 big glimpses of hope: First when she did a scene for a second studio and second when her return to the biz was announced ... but nothing . She could have done what Neela Sky never accomplished .
Binky Beaz was a semi-crush , and I thought she could be a replacement for Viva Athena , Neela Sweet and the recently OF-oriented Shrima Malati . But alas , when I looked her up again after some time I found out that she has gone almost inactive . ):
Pinky Breeze ( also semi-crush ) almost went from 0 to 100 in her scenes in a short time , only to disappear into uncertainty .
And most disheartenting is the case of Scarlet Domingo , who had been slowly climbing up my fav list with her performances getting more interesting by the months , and just after a new peak scene she announced that she would go lez only .
That´s a series of 7 blows within a short time . Don´t remember having lived through this before . ( Note that all of them had still been shooting for studios even during Corona )
Posting exclusively ( or almost ) stuff from their OnlyFans-sites at their Twitter adresses . It goes often hand in hand with not posting anymore plans about future scenes for studios . Even worse is when some new studio scenes are coming out and the model doesn´t even care to promote them in any way , sometimes not even mentioning them .
I get it that many performers had to resort to OF and similar platforms because of Covid but I don't understand why they wouldn't promote any studio content that is being released.
Alex Coal does a great job and she is joy to follow on twitter.
I see many users giving credit to Alex C , myself inluded .
Btw , there is even something worse than not promoting one´s own scenes shot with studios : Blocking a user who asks about already existing studio scenes or who tags a model with it ... It has happened at least with one model -- 1 or 2 years ago i created a thread for an Asian model living in US and another user related how he got blocked by her just for the above reason .
This is when I found out that some models get into a phase where they want to draw all the attention to their own platforms instead of having fans spending money on scenes shot with studios .
You think stars limiting their work to OnlyFans is bad?
My all-time favorite is Taylor Wane. When they were still having Glamourcons in Chicago she almost always showed up, and I would buy stuff from her and give her a birthday present--nothing fancy, just something I thought she would like. She always remembered who I was, and was always glad to see me. But nowadays, when I check her Twitter, she appears to have gone all in for Trump. Trump, for God's sake.
Can you imagine the level of my disappointment? I don't think you can.
I just hope to heaven she comes to her senses after this election is over. It kills me that she supports this bigoted, self serving narcissist.
You could imagine a fantasy scene where you are mansplaining your own political views whereafter she gets turned on by your impeccable exposition and decides to let you cuddle her .
( Btw , mansplaining is now actively discouraged by the UN )
The bumping mentality at the Esperanza del Horno thread has reminded me that she was a semi or a full crush 2-3 years ago . She was probably ecplised by the main crushes Aysha Dama and Monica Sage who were the Top 2 at that time . Maybe Esperanza was even at rank 3 .
^ Please also keep in mind that the term " bad luck " is really appliable when the model only stays in the biz for a short time . I looked at your list and Belladonna struck me as a performer who shot for more than a decade , so there really is abundant material to choose from , besides that for some people she got superstar status .
Me myself have included Shrima Malati , but only bcuz she left at the same time as other models who were similar to her , and my hopes for collaboration were gone ; but otherwise she has shot lots of movies over a long period of time ; so she is not really representative for this topic .
On the other hand Alina Belle would be a perfect example , who after 1 or 2 years of climbing up the ladder suddenly concentrates on OF ...
Completely . These are the most extreme cases , where they leave after a few scenes and don´t last longer than some months .
Kai was so quick that I didn´t even have time to include her in my list of promising newbies , bcuz just as I was warming up to her , she had already left ....