On their KSEX, www.ksexradio.com show Tuesday night Guy Capo and Nicki Hunter ... [edit for space; they bantered a lot and then ... ]

Asked what she was up to, Hunter said she had a scene that was "beyond belief" Monday. "I'm not even going to say who it was for."

Hunter said the basic concept of the scene was for them to beat the hell out of you. "It was perverse," she said. "To me it wasn't sexual at all. I didn't enjoy it at all." Capo imagined that it must have gone over the edge. "Because you can take some abuse, girl." Having let some of the cat out of the bag, Hunter realized that she had to unload the whole pet store.

"This is porn but they dig so deep into the person's head- this is supposed to be degrading. It's almost supposed to be like taking out your most intimate fears -the things you're ashamed of- and then they stick them back in your face like why are you doing this? They want you to cry. They want you to really, really cry. They want you to have an emotional breakdown right there. They want to see it all and then they want to fuck you while you're crying. They will literally beat you up in the process."

Hunter said she had a bruise on the side of her head and that her jaw was hurting.

"I got punched in the ribs," she realetd. "I am completely bruised up and it was a very strange experience." Hunter said she was being pushed to the point where she was crying and asking herself why she was doing that. "Who are you? What are you? You're just a piece of meat."

Hunter went on to say that a guy was fucking her in the ass. "I was supposed to do a d.p. I said- ow, he really jammed it up there and started fucking me really hard, really fast. He said you think that hurts? And he grabs my arms and stuck them behind me. He really started pounding me. At this point I had already gone so deep within my psyche and out of reality that I was angry. I had such an angry release. Everything just blew up. I grabbed the guy. I turned around. I hit him a couple of times. I backhanded him. Then he grabbed my arms and tried to wrestle me. At this point I was conscious enough not to beat the hell out of him. But I was still so angry I wrestled on top of him. I grabbed his arm, stuck it across his throat. I said you like fucking me in the ass like that? I'm going to fuck you in the ass. I was crying and screaming at the top of my lungs. I swear I don't know where it came from but I just broke. It was, like, I'm tired of being used. I'm tired of being fucked so hard where I'm not enjoying it. I'm tired of being dragged in the mud. I'm fighting back."

Hunter said at that point she jumped up and they stopped the scene. "I hit bottom. I really hit emotional bottom." Capo suspected that was what they wanted to see- Hunter hitting rock bottom. But when she hit bottom, Hunter said she bounced back with a vengeance. I got so fed up. I was going to kill anyone who came close to me. I didn't want anyone to touch me."

Capo said there were mixed emotions at play. "There's two sides to this coin," he said. "From a directorial perspective I can understand how a director would want to emotionally pull that kind of drama out of you for what he's trying to accomplish. On the other side of the coin, any director worth his weight in salt can get you to do that without physically punishing you at the same time."

Hunter, not mentioning the director, was inclined to believe he was going for something completely different. "He's got his mind all twisted up in something that was very strange. It was very strange the way he had his method of getting around to it. I didn't enjoy the fact that I'm walking away and still going 'ow' today. That's not fun. I did have the release where I felt strong enough to do something back. I was crying and I was bawling. I have been to a place that I never wanted to show to anybody. I never wanted anybody to see. Now it's on video. Which I don't think they can sell it. I got closed-fisted punched and I don't think they can do anything with that."

Capo said it was a sign of the times that sexual perversity has reached this stage. "Your physical tolerance is now what's being tested. It's not even a matter of your sexuality any more and how much you exude. Porn today is becoming more and more an outright freak show." [Actually it sounds more like assault & battery].

But Hunter's of the opinion that people want to see this kind of stuff. "It's gone beyond Jerry Springer." Hunter said when you start going into perverted territory, like this, it can start messing with your mind.

"It can also mess up the little 18 year-old girls that get into this industry." Capo can testify that he's seen droves of girls like that come and go in the short time he's been in the business. Hunter said a lot of them come in, do a couple of scene then get ruined. "And they've got to carry that with them for the rest of their lives. They need to know exactly what they're doing and how they're doing it."

Capo was saying Hunter's was not an uncommon story,it's just that no one comes out to talk about it. Hunter said choking is one thing. "But this is just a completely different genre. It wasn't sexual. It was you deserve this, don't you? The theme was trying to get you to beg for it."

Hunter said it scared her to wonder who was buying it. "Are they marketing it like this?" Hunter said the industry really has to start governing itself within means. "There's certain things that are just inhumane."

Edited by - skronker on Nov 12 2004

Edited by - skronker on Nov 12 2004

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