So when I was a teenager my friend made me a vhs tape of a few porn movies. One of wich I cant find or even remember the title of. I remember bits and pieces of it. So I am really hoping that some one out there can help me find the movie I am looking for.

So from what I can remember its either a 70's or 80's porn. I believe the lead actress is a red head (I think) She does some monologuing in her head from time to time. I remember a scean where shes sitting in her bed room with a guy and she starts sucking him off and after shes down on him. she pulls up her shirt and cuts a hole in her green stockings and has the guy go down on her, the guy does stop to spit out some marbles from his mouth and keeps going.

After hes done with her. the next scean I can remember is shes at a job interview and the guy behind the desk jerks off to her. I know that is a buch of stop motion work in the scene. He cums alover his self and yells at the girl for making him do it.

I know that theres a scene where the main actreee is on the set of a porn. its has two guys fucking a girl with long black hair, shes sucking one guy off and the other is fucking her from behind. The director yells cut ans ask whats the problem. The one guy says that the girl (with black hair) is no good at sucking cock and the other guy say shes really dry. So the get the other girl (the main lead) to step in and do the scene. So she does and the other girl sits down and uses a vibrater on her self as the scene is going on. The two guys both cum and the (main lead) girl monologs in her head "oh what a good little cock sucker I am"

The other Scene I can remember is um that she gets I guess you say "violated" by the guy from the frist Scene of the movie. Where he makes her suck him off and puts an enema and then fucks her until he cums on her. And again she monlogues on how she kinda wanted this the whole time.

And the last part that I can remember from the movie is. At the end of it shes on stage at a theater naked, and sees or imagines all of the guys who took advantage of her and she shoots her self in the head at the end, and it said something about her being frome Cleveland Ohio.

Thats all I can remember, I really hope that there is someone out there who can help me find this movie. Its driving me crazy. Thanks so vey much.