From Gauge in RAME in April 20, 2002:UPDATE FROM GAUGE

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APRIL 19, 2002 - Sorry I haven't been in touch more in the last two weeks, but I have a lot to tell everyone.

FIRST and FOREMOST.. here's a scoop for everyone!!!!!! Check out my websites www.xxxGauge.com and www.GoliathFilms.com because I'm about to start Feature Dancing. GoliathFilms has booked me at several locations, starting on the east coast and working my way west.

The shows will be really cool... I promise, I have all my schoolgirl outfits!!! I won't disappoint anyone. And I'll be signing autographs, taking pictures and I'll have a bunch of my movies with me too. It's gonna be cool.... so check out my sites to find out where I'll be... and if you're a member to either of my sites, maybe we'll do dinner and I GUARANTEE you a FREE lapdance (if permissible).

Besides the fact that I have had absolute failure with my internet connection where I live, I 'm starting to believe that I'm surrounded by idiots. I'll get to all that over this entire update. You can let me know what you think.

To keep you posted on what happened to my friend that got my married friend pregnant, we don't talk anymore. We are actually fighting right now, or he's fighting while I'm listening, because he's sprung on this chick and she now runs his universe. I've been the blame for everything. I suppose I'm the one who got her pussy wet, his dick hard and slammed them together to get her pregnant!! And the poor husband is staying at my house now. He's actually taking it like a man.

Over the last two weeks, I have officially gotten off house arrest, probation, and totally out of the whole legal system. So guess what? It's time to be bad again. In a nice, good , dirty way!!!

Speaking of dirty, has anyone seen that thing that has an ok body and has a head that looks worse than a fucking mud fence? That's right, you got it!! Dynamite!! Once again, I say, "Don't hate me because you're not me!!" I'm looking at the www.FloatingWorld.com site and I see her picture advertising my ideas. It's not good enough that she wears my fucking clothes? She is always trying to do what I do and be like me. She was in the biz a little bit before I was, but every since we lived in the internet house together she's been real competitive.

I'm saying fuck the bullshit. She can do all this shit say all this shit behind peoples backs and on the internet, but just ask what happened at CES 2001 when Her husband comes up to me and says, "Hey Gauge, I heard you and Mojo broke up, he sold Dynamite your clothes. Why don't you come say "hi" to her. So I was next in line to get a picture, and I said,"Hey hooker, give me an autograph!" Her face got so white, she stood up and darted to the back of Jim Lane's booth. Oh, She was wearing my clothes too. Someone who looks like that must have come out the fucking asshole.

Anyhow I am in Indiana right now. I took a road trip with a friend of mine. I'll be going to California as soon as some people get this photo shoot and dance schedule organized. Then I plan to feature dance. I mean why not? I hope my fans would like to come see me and meet me face to face. I think it will be fun and exciting to meet all of you. After all, I am approachable and I promise I won't bite too hard. So, be sure to check out my upcoming schedule for dancing as well as photo shoots, and maybe even movies... you can find out everything I'll be doing at www.GoliathFilms.com and www.xxxGauge.com ... and don't forget, join either site's member section or order $100 worth of movies and you qualify to "Win A Date With Me!!!!!!!"... or get a phone call from me.

Oh, one more thing. Once a week I'm going to reveal one stupid, idiotic thing that Mojo did in our relationship. This weeks' idiotic move: I had money that kept coming up short. Naturally he knew nothing, until about a month later he gives me a ring and says that's why money was missing. Not only did he pay for it with my own money, I looked at it and inside it said,"I love you Tina"!! A fucking pawn
shop special. Doesn't that just disgust you?

Love,
Gauge

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It is funny:

Comment from Midnicht:
Coutesy of "gite", here's what she said about six weeks back. One of the greatest Usenet posts ever, in fact. And, BTW, Caliente Cab is the shiznit.
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Ok, so I quit the business in September to work on my sites, then in October I flew to New York to do some photo shoots set up by Keith at GoliathFilms. It was great, I got to stay in the Marriott Marquis in downtown Manhattan for the first time in my life, it was incredible. I shared a sweet with 4 other actresses who were also having shoots done, man did we have a cool time for the three days we here there. It was so great because there were NO MEN to bother us at all. I did get a chance to meet this guy Craig though, he was cool, kinda older though so I had no interest J . I saw Keith from GoliathFilms twice at the shoots, but he was in such a damn hurry. I got to see some people I shot video for a while back. I also got to eat dinner with my girlfriends at this place called the "Caliente Cab Company", if anyone goes to NY, GO THERE, the Margaritas are awesome.

Anyway, I did 9 solo shoots, all were grueling because this photographer was TOUGH, but I think it all came out well. Then I did some shoots with some of my actress friends, all of the shoots are either up on my websites or being formatted and will be up soon. On my final night there, me and the girls went out to a bar on "Christopher Street" the GAY section of New York (makes San Francisco look straight) and let me tell you, the people were so awesome and nice. We got lighted up!!! We had shots and more shots. We got back to the hotel around 2AM, and then I had to catch a cab for the airport at 3AM (early checkup now required).

When I got to the damn airport this asshole from security was giving me such a hard time, he knew who I was, he almost made me late for my flight. He said my bag had to be checked, but there was a line a mile long and I had to board my plane at 6:15AM. I did make the plan, had my daily V8, and man did I have a hangover. I got to Arkansas, because I wanted to see my mom, sister and Grandmother, and I rented a car. I went out with a girlfriend of mine that afternoon and early evening before I went to see my family. We had a drink or two, then on my way home I fell asleep behind the wheel, hell I had only 2 hours sleep the previous 24 hours. I crashed the car and the police came. I was arrested because they said they could smell alcohol on my breath, and when they made me take a breathalyzer I was over the limit, hell I'm only 90 pounds, a breath mint would put me over the limit.

So I went to jail, and then they found I had an outstanding warrant from 1999, another "traffic" violation. Next day I went in front of the judge (and guess what it was like my moms 3rd cousin) and he hates me. He threw the book at me, 6 months in prison. I was in tears, my mom was too. So they hauled me back to jail. I was in jail for about 3 weeks, it sucked bad. Beans and burritos for lunch and dinner everyday. Girls screaming while I was on the phone. I held my own, got the respect and space I needed. Finally, we went back in front of the judge and he gave me 6 months house arrest, he wouldn't even count my time in jail as time served, figures.

And that brings me to where I am today. I'm in Arkansas, hanging out with my good friend Jeff. I'm on an ankle bracelet, so I can't go anywhere. All I do is answer fan mail from my sites and work with my webmasters. I got two cool webmasters, Steven and Gyula, they got my shit straight.

My plans are to go back to California in May when my house arrest is up. I plan on doing some main stream acting and lots of modeling. Mostly shoots for my sites. I'm going to be doing a lot of live video for my sites. And I have some friends of mine, females and couples, who I plan on putting on the live cams for some xxx Amateur sex for my members. I'll be hosting and directing J . Plus I'm going to do tons
of solo stuff for my fans, even take requests !!!

So that's what's going on with me and my life, pretty Soap Opera-ish huh?

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I am kind of divided on whether these journal entries (there are more on her site) are actually written by Gauge, but they are certainly more entertaining than Asia Carrera's journal.

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Ron

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