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I may shoot for the first time this week but I'm getting an itch to manage websites and keep a low profile until launch. Shit, I remember the days last year when I used to shoot nearly 7 scenes in a day, drunk like a monkey, then getting laid with whisky dick, faking orgasm because it was embarrassing.

Ultimately I want to be my own boss, and I almost felt that at Diabolic because they gave me the freedom to do what I want. I never was about the money though I do very well comparatively to others but it's about time for me to start shaking. I'll keep you guys informed but only when I launch. I'll never treat shooting like a business only because you end up with robot sex. I was always spur of the moment no matter what time of day it was, no matter how hung over I was, but since I've extremely reduced my drinking, it's become something of an art form which I'm working on.

I'm actually going to shoot some scenes for free just to master my HD cameras or watch others do it and give input if the director allows this week for the Internet.

I'm not going away but I'm definitately going to keep low for reasons I won't disclose (it's about a possible wanted fugitive that tricked my girl). I want sites that gives me a foothold on what I do.

Thanks for the support and my girlfriend (fiance) thanks you too.

Love,
Chico

Edited by - Chico Wang on 4/8/2007 2:11:51 AM

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