I am bi-sexual, but I never fell in love to a male star.
I think it is, because the male stars are much more limited, only reduced to their sexual function.

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Welcome, I hope we read more posts from you!

"just a Monstar wannabe..."

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*licking hand, smoothing back hair*

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coachcam

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BrekkyDJ :)
(P.S. Hope the Non-Porn life is treating H.P. well)

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www.realswingers.com

Edited by - swingers on 3/13/2007 5:45:19 AM

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www.ellyjaine.com

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She's doing just fine. Bought her flowers the other day after I was freaking obnoxiously drunk the night before.

I think we're attracted to each other simply because we have the exact opposite personalities. She's sweet and quiet. I happen to be aggressive and loud. I guess opposites do attract.

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The Mighty Thor

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Just wanted to say thank you for your kind words Veronica!!

I also agree with the comment on your prose and ability to write very eloquently and to the point.

-Haley

Veronica wrote:

okay, I hope anyone reading this doesn't think this is a bit much…

I very much agree with Random Precision's second post re: "natural sluts," although I really dislike calling women sluts and whores: when a man (or another woman) calls a woman that, most often he essentially is saying that he's better than her, that she's trash and he can do whatever he wants to her. While much of human history is central to this tendency, and as such is "natural," I really dislike it and wish that thuggish behavior by male talent would be discouraged on porn sets…although I understand that the market ultimately calls the shots…

anyway, I don't love any porno star. But I do think sometimes you can see what kind of person she is, and be very taken with her. Porno has many codes and rituals, obviously, that distinguish it from other types of media. But one thing that it has in common with any other "performance"-based entertainment or um, art, is that sometimes you see who a person is. I can experience an exceptional musician, actor or whatevah and see something real and geniune and something that is key to who they are. I believe that i have witnessed porno gals communicating something personal when they do something that I find deeply, deeply hot…I can't be 100% sure of this, and I welcome anyone telling me I'm a sucker for seeing something genuine in porno when I don't know these people or what their motivations are.

For instance, I think that Haley Paige seems like a really sweet young lady: the very troubling things I have heard happened to her when she was younger may contribute to her decision to make money having sex on camera. But once she did, she seems like an exceptionally gentle person. One with KILLER pontoons, too…but I think in many of the scene I saw her do, she communicated not only her sexuality, but her vulnerability…she's kinda hypnotic to me…

Now, when a camera isn't present, a sexual encounter does give you the opportunity to see who someone really is, and they see who you are. While I don't go along with RP's points about civilization being wholly contrary to the natural state of humanity, one of its functions is to ensure that people do not exhibit free sexuality. When you have sex with someone, and that sex is freely exchanged, many of social boundaries are gone, and can be very free of everyday artifice (obviously, it's complicated enough that often these qualities do intercede).

Porn, though, is a transaction, one that American society is especially uncomfortable with: a woman is not supposed to exhibit her sexuality so explicitly. Here, though, "explicit"= "honest." Scarlett Johansen or Mischa Barton or whoever trade on their sexuality, but they don't take it all the way. Whereas Delilah Strong, Tory Lane, Eva Angelina or whoever you might name are kinda courageous—their actions say "I'm going to do something that my culture frowns upon, that's (very likely) my parent's worst nightmare. But I'm going to do it, and I'm going to make $$$, and you can go jump in the lake if you don't like it." They'll do it for as long as it makes sense for them, move on and hopefully have good lives.

Doing porn is very similar to outlaw behavior: although it is perfectly legal and, in my view, not at all deleterious or immoral in a time where Dick Cheney bestrides the earth.

They fuck on film, and thus tell us something that a very very mixed up society simply does not want said or represented. How many of us can say that we are brave enough to live like that? Not me!

So I don't love my fave gals. But I have great admiration and affection for them, since in an activity that is a commercial exchange, something I recognize as the TRUTH surfaces from time to time. And this truth is actively despised in mainstream society. And they do it anyway. What else can you ask of someone you'll never meet? They share something with us.

Edited by - veronica moser on 2/17/2007 4:03:51 PM

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Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman?
( Bryan Adams )
To really love a woman,
To understand her,
You've got to know her deep inside ...
Hear every thought,
See every dream,
And give her wings when she wants to fly.
Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman,
Let her hold you,
Till you know how she needs to be touched.
You've got to breathe her, really taste her,
Till you can feel her in your blood.
And when you see your unborn children in her eyes ...
You know you really love a woman.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
You've got to give her some faith,
Hold her tight, a little tenderness
You've got to treat her right.
She will be there for you taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman.
And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.

So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
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