After I read your last message I took a few days off to think about it.You know, at first I felt like typing: "i'd be happiest if I didn't know you just copy and pasted all that", and then leave it, but then I thought about all the unanswered questions still smouldering. I remember asking Steph, not you, to give me five minutes of truthful explanation. I didn't get that from her, or are you Steph too? I don't see why my account got deactivated when others who said the same/similar things didn't get deactivated. The worst thing I said in the thread was that I called bullshit on somebody's words. It makes me think about the responses I got after I left the next deactivated member account...how eeriely similar they are compared to messages I got after I got deactivated the first several times. Does this site employ bots? Or are all the posters here just sheeple scared of the sword of deactivation held above their heads? (Wouldn't that be sad?) I always seem to see the same 38 people around here, regardless of handles. My imagination stirs at the thought of coded messages being sent, Talk to me about Internet Brands. You were just bought out by them, were you not? And Internet Brands does marketing, yes? Is this a marketing thing..."people buy more when they're depressed so let's make sure they're depressed"? Making money based on the numbers of people coming on and off this site? Is this some grand experiment (I'd hate to think so...the results would be very mucked about considering what I've been up to)? I can't understand why you would target only newbies...why you would want to push people away. Are you afraid of getting too close, perhaps even making a new friend? I was reading this article about trolls on the net that said trolls were a product of immature adolescence, and were they embraced by the community as "wounded warriors", they could become helpful and active members of the community. I was trying to have a simple discussion, which was co-opted and turned into something you could hold against me. I'm here now because I think if you start thinking of me as a person, maybe your bias will go. That kind of negativity isn't good. Did you really try at all with me? Do you realize that people change?