I`m a total walking cliche. After 3 years of heroin addiction - suprise suprise - my sex drive is suffering. Thankfully this is not harming my relationship - she bogged off as soon as she realised what a loser I am.
The obvious and easiest way I can guage it is by the infrequency of my masturbation. Prior to me becoming the worlds most pathetic bastard I was the worlds biggest wanker - a hobby that I enjoyed immensly. Even while I was still courting - my unbelievebly pretty girl still did not break my six times a day habit - oh the pain of it all. I have not had a tug now for nearly 3 weeks.
I just wanted to get that of my chest - sorry for wasting your time - couple of silly questions to throw in as well.
Will I ever reagain my Jerk (er) supreme status? I can see that my sex drive is bound to improve when I manage to get clear of that crap but have I done any permenant psycholgical damage? I know that this is a bit of a "how long is a piece of string" question but I reckon that I`m not the only person to ever get into this mess and perhaps a kindred spirit is a member of this forum.
Technical question. On the last couple of rare occasions when I have had a bash I`ve had a bit of moderate pain in the barrel of my shooter - is this a symptom of cock related inaction? Do I just need to start greasing it up agin on a regular basis? I don`t experience genital pain at any other time - I live in a conseravtive middle class area and I don`t think my doc will appreciate me discussing my wanking habits - he`s used to treating senior citizens and I don`t get the impression he is used to psychosexual elements in his practise.
Sorry for such a silly rambling text - I`ve spent the majority of the evening smoking crack cocaine and now I feel even more pathetic than usual - but to be honest I am genuinely concerned that I don`t like sex any more. I`m hoping that spending a bit of time on this site will get me back into that mood.
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