For the last 12 years I have had a fetish for what I would call "mild scat", not sure if there is a "proper" term, but anyhow... Let me make it CRYSTAL CLEAR that I have NO interest in movies where 20 people are eating each other's you know what and rolling around in it, I find it disgusting and it does nothing for me. What I mean is, I find the idea of a woman taking a dump *very* arousing and sensual.
It goes back to 1998 when I was working in a bar. One of the supervisors was a woman in her early 40s, a very sexy and sensual woman, who was a ringer for Kay Parker. She ALWAYS wore perfect fit skirt suits, pointy toe pumps, perfectly applied make up, etc, and I would be lying if I said I didn't have a thing for her, me being an "innocent" 22 year old, and her being a VERY sexy 41 year old ;-)
One afternoon, it was an overcast summer day, only the 2 of us were on duty, I remember her saying she was going to the bathroom, when she came back, I needed to go, the 2 staff bathrooms were pretty small and directly facing each other out the back. When I got there (all of about 8 seconds later LOL) I felt this overwhelming urge to sneak into the ladies, and when I did, one of THE most beautiful erotic sensations completely overtook me.
It was obvious that she had taken a dump, a strong but not disgusting smell, a slight hint of a skidmark, etc. I instinctly locked the door and jerked off there and then. I was consumed by guilt for a while about it, and couldn't look her in the eye when I returned a few minutes later. Yet, I became hooked on doing it, and I would say in the last 12 or so years, I've done it about 10 times since, hotels in disabled toilets that the female receptionists will use, trains, aeroplanes, etc, it's even more beautiful if it's a woman in uniform, pumps, etc.
I was wondering has anyone else ever done the same or have a similar fetish, or am I just some really messed up perv? ;-)