Okay, can someone help me out here? Or tell me if they can relate or have the same fetish. Perhaps it's not a fetish at all, just a personal favorite of mine.
I have a cum fetish. The fetish is over my own semen not someone else's. When I am with a woman, I really like to ejaculate on them. And anywhere is fine as long as I can see it and they can too. I have larger loads than most guys and I love to watch myself cum. I love to be watched by a girl as I cum. Is this strange? I don't really know why my loads are so big. It's been discussed on this board about what kinds of things you can do to give yourself bigger loads, i.e. diet, holding back, etc. I don't do anything out of the ordinary to try and make my loads larger, thicker, more potent. I have a normal diet, somewhat normal sex life which includes frequent masturbation. The point is that when I cum, a lot comes out. And I can shoot it far. Those familiar with Peter North, this is what I am dealing with. So needless to say, I enjoy being watched and especially seeing a girl's reaction to it. Numerous times I have either scared the girl (very rare), made them laugh (quite often) or just amaze them because they have never seen that much (the majority of the time). I'd rather not cum inside a girl because I want to see myself shoot. I want to see it cum out all over her (unless it goes right over her and hits the wall). I'd rather see it cum all over her stomach, breasts, face, mouth, etc than inside her or in a condom.
So my question is, am I weird for wanting to see this? Sure, I enjoy cumming in a girl's mouth or inside her, but I usually want to see it and cover her with it. A lot of woman don't like to get sprayed like that, but it's my preference. I'm just wondering if this is really odd. I'm not tooting my own horn, it's not like a gallon of sperm comes out, but I know it is a lot and more than the average male. But why do I want to see it? Why do I want girls to see it? Why do I prefer to cum all over them? Just wondering.