Patience is a virtue, but who wants to be virtuous? 4283 Posts 4/00
Posted - Feb 25 2003 : 4:01AM
I took this from the thread about Mason leaving Elegant Angel in Press Releases.
Cubesnake - I'm not sure that I understand everything that you are asking, but I will try.
To answer your question about if I was into my scenes when I was a performer, yes, I usually was. The scenes I wasn't so into were the ones where I wasn't so attracted to the guy... for example, Ed Powers. But as for SEX ACTS, I can't remember doing anything that I didn't really want to do. I treated porn as a way to live out my sexual fantasies, and I was able to do exactly that for a little over 2 years, which is a lot more than most people can say. I was able to do a gangbang with another girl and 14 guys, something I would NEVER do in my life off-camera, but something that I enjoyed very much.
Some people might ask how I discovered that I would like doing the things that I ended up doing on camera (anal sex, double penetrations, getting choked and slapped). Well, for anal sex, I heard a stripper talking about it about a year before I got into porn. I went home and told my fiance that I wanted to try it because the girl had been describing the orgasms she was having from anal sex. Double penetrations, I tried because I was already enjoying anal sex, and had done that with a toy in my pussy sometimes and liked that, so I guessed I'd like DPs, and it was a correct guess. Choking and slapping are a bit more difficult to explain. The first time TT Boy choked me, I told him that I wanted him to stop. I was afraid, not of getting hurt, but afraid of the unknown and that I didn't know what I was feeling. Shortly after, I started dating Rob Black. Despite the person he has since become, I do thank Rob for exposing me to the more "rough" aspects of sex - choking, spitting, slapping, etc. I trusted Rob during sex. I knew he would never do anything to hurt me. He would look me in the eyes and tell me how beautiful I am and how strong and how much he loved me. And he would gently put his hand on my neck. He wouldn't choke me in a strangling type of way. He would just apply the slightest bit of weight, hardly any at all. But it was enough to turn me on. I can't begin to explain why. It just did. I felt so strong and so sexual. From there, we experimented with spanking first. I immediately loved to get spanked during sex. (By the way, if anybody spanked me or playfully choked me at a time when I wasn't already aroused, I'd tell them they were an idiot.) Spanking moved on to slapping. These types of things really got my adrenaline pumping, and I loved it. I never had a full-on squirting orgasm until I did porn. Now I have them pretty much any time I want to.
OK, so the other part of your question is a little confusing to me. I understand why you can not perform with other´s anymore ... but are you really ´retired´ or didn´t the ´right´ idea cross your path yet? We all know why I can't perform with other people. That's fine. Could you help me understand what you are asking when you ask if I'm really retired?
Hopefully I answered the first part of your question at least.
Your scene with John from Buttman's Toy Stories is one of the best scene I have ever seen in my 16 years of porn watching! It was a real intense scene. It was really great to see you back infront of the camera because I was always a big of yours, I still am actually. That's why I was wondering if you ever plan to do another scene with John in a Buttman movie or maybe a solo-scene for him? My biggest wish would be a Buttman movie with you and John only, 140 minutes of Tricia Devereaux-only shot by The Master himself. That would be simply awesome!
Let me start by saying i´m very impressed about your honest reply. I know you must have alot of things to do and i would have never thought about such a big reply. Thank you very much . And i´m really surprised to see that you exactly mentioned the ´acts´ i wasn´t even saying out loud then. I´ll try to add some ´light´ to my questions
Here we go ...
I don´t even wanna go there :) i´ll understand 100%I hope () i didn´t imply anything in this direction ... what i meant was i´ve never seen the don´t wanna do it face from you ... much rather the (like you explained further down) the haven´t done that but í wanna go there face. I don´t know the exact first scene i´ve seen with you but there´s this scene from this movie that made me follow your steps in the movies.I (like a few other people i may guess) always suspected that way (and it showed ... i mean that in an absolute respectfull way) but where does one have the place to ask a performer that if not here ?.I would have thought it was the other way around ...This is something that got me in trouble with myself the first time watching (observing) something i hadn´t seen so far. I was tempted any scared alike to see what he was ´doing´ to you. But even then i think i saw that (can´t really explain it) expresion in your eyes/face that made me realize that you wanna see for yourself how this is going to go further.
Maybe a big fact was that the audience didn´t know him personally and therefore wasn´t sure about what was going on in his brain. (Not that anyone knows what goes on in the brain of anybody ... but i hope you know what i mean)
Since you explained those things ... i can see more clearly now. Cause when i first saw (i guess it was this movie) i thought to myself ´yeah right, you(Rob) love her and she´s only doing it because you(Rob) are so kind and careing...and the fact that you(Bob) are selling probably a lot of this movies hasn´t got to do anything with that´No need to go further ... i guess we all (may) have things we find arousing that may another person don´t we ?In another thread i think you said you wouldn´t do any more scenes (with John) so i figured we don´t get to see you in front of the camera anymore (and i don´t mean the webcam even though i know i´ll probably always miss it due to timezones). I respect that if you feel this scene was to personal (it really moved me a lot !) And let me add this ... even though not everyone may like BC i think it was a verry (!) private John Stagliano Don´t know why he made that movie but it´s really something different.
When i said hasn´t crossed your way i meant there are ways of showing you in front of the camera that doesn´t need to involve you and John. I recall another movie where you get interviewed (ok there is sex later) and asked a lot of questions but that´s what i kinda mean. This turned me on a lot. And who says you couldn´t be sitting in a chair playing with yourself while one or two girls play with jules ? or insert toys for him or ... you see ... there are a lot of ideas out there waiting to be filmed in a sexy way
Tricia, Your willingness to answer that question, and your honesty in doing so, are some of the reasons you remain one of the true all-around stars in your chosen industry. Thank you!
