Not sure really where to begin, I guess im looking for some advice.

I myself am a Heterosexual male, only had sex with girls and never had a homo-sexual experience. I'm 24 and currently have been with the same girl for 4 years.

Now, lately more and more ive been getting turned on and OBSESSED with Tranny and Tgirl porn and videos. i rent tranny porn from our local shop and watch it behind my girlfriends back. i look up tranny pics all day online when she isnt home. i get off faster and harder to Tgirl porn more so than anything else. I often envision myself wanting to find out what it feels like to be with a Tgirl. Im not sure what it is, i dont think i would want to be fucked by one, but i def want to have one suck me off and id love to have sex with on (me doing the insertion).

as i ponder this, im clueless as to what this means? gay sex does absolutely nothing for me, however tranny porn gets me off instantly. was wondering if anyone has any advice for the lost soul inside of me?

I guess i welcome all questions that i could anwser to perhaps shed more light on the issue. i know im kind of rambling, but i dont know where to begin. help!

(also, im more and more considering trying to find a tranny escort in my area....ahh what am i doing?!)

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