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WhiteBOY
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305 Posts
11/06
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 1:33PM
Hello!

This little essay is dedicated to my all-time favourite, and the ultimate free-spirited american self-made idol: the Cleopatra and queen of Saba at the same time, Jewel De'Nyle.

When life sucks, and everything seems like a misery, it is so good to relax, and watch some GOOD porn, in just the right amount. Let the thoughts take a rest, and just use the primary senses...
All my shortcomings and failures in my life can be forgotten, if only for a little while. Afterwards, I have relaxed feelings.

However, watching too much porn, seeing too many bad scenes, using too much money on porn and ultimatley the shame of using all this time, effort and money on something so taboo, depresses me.

Porn is therefore something of a mystery of great ambiguety: on the one hand, I can't think of anything that arouses, soothes me and releases stress, and not being a drug.

On the other hand, I can't think of anything that so desperately depresses me in the same fashion, as porn. I often struggle with feelings of guilt, having used too much of my money, pride and time, hiding behind dark curtains.

Now, perhaps some of this ambiguety are causing my fascination and addiction in regards of enjoying porn.

Endless Loop
Senior Member

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1129 Posts
8/04
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 4:46PM
Life is short.
Whenever your gonna get off, enjoy it.

Edited by - Endless Loop on 2/7/2007 4:48:56 PM

YankNSpank
Member

jumping in on you
29 Posts
1/07
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 4:53PM
Spend a year in a war zone and see if porn still depresses you.

pito05
Member

BROOKLYN nyc
508 Posts
9/06
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 5:44PM
the most depressing part for me watching porn is i ain't the one plowing some of these babes
WhiteBOY
Member

305 Posts
11/06
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 6:24PM
Actually, I have served one period of duty for the NATO, and my country in Kosovo, in 2002. It has not made an impact on my porn-depression whatsoever...
 
RandomPrecision
Senior Member

Enjoy!
8175 Posts
3/06
Posted - Feb 7 2007 : 10:46PM
I kinda agree with you and kinda don't.

I don't feel any guilt over enjoying porn normally. If my dick wasn't supposed to get hard when I watch beautiful girls fuck, it wouldn't happen, now would it?

It's only if I know that the girl is really, REALLY not into the scene at all...IOW, if she doesn't like what's happening that I just can't watch.

I've seen some scenes in which the girls obviously got off on some of the rough, degrading treatment and that turns my crank like nothing else.

But I've also seen some scenes where the girls obviously didn't like it and the director seemed to take great delight in that fact. To me, that's just sad. I don't think I really felt guilty for watching those kinds of scenes as much as I felt guilty about enabling people like Khan Tusion to do what he does. I think he delights in finding women who he can truly degrade - who truly don't like it. You can see the discomfort and it doesn't look staged at all. I wouldn't have the slightest problem with it if I knew these were girls who were into that sort of thing but they really don't seem to be.

I don't, however, have any guilt or shame whatsoever for being who I am, loving women and sex and jacking off on a daily basis to whatever turns me on. I don't see any reason why I should or anyone should. The money? The money would be spent on something worthless anyway. Who cares? Sexual pleasure is worth more to me than a fancy car or house or useless possessions that will get lost, stuffed in a corner somewhere or just fill up my life with pointless clutter.

Ask yourself what you would spend the money on if not porn. The only other things I'd bother spending it on would be music and (mainstream) movies. I don't really care if people think I'm addicted to porn. What else am I going to be addicted to? They outlaw every fucking thing else so to hell with what they think of me or my "porn habit". I'll sit here and jerk off until it falls off or I can't get hard anymore. And they can kiss my ass if they don't like it.

pito05
Member

BROOKLYN nyc
508 Posts
9/06
Posted - Feb 8 2007 : 2:29PM
yeah, if the girl is clearly somewhere else, it can be a turnoff. but then again, every day, millions of people, including myself, go off to a job they don't like and would clearly be somewhere else doing something else. so i can't really knock the girl is she's not giving 110% every scene every time. for the people who watch it, yeah we want to be entertained, see some action, but for them its pretty much just a job i guess. as for the degrading stuff, actually i was never into the choking slapping spitting bit, and i usually just skip it.
WhiteBOY
Member

305 Posts
11/06
Posted - Feb 8 2007 : 5:11PM
Thank You for a very honest and interesting perspective. I like what you wrote here.
R.Jordan
Member

373 Posts
1/07
Posted - Feb 10 2007 : 9:32PM
yeah i know what you mean



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