thanks for being a fan!
1)I dont wanna stir things up before anything is signed but for a little while now a company's been approching me with a contract, and i needed time to think about it, see if that s what i really wanted. We havent signed anything yet, but as soon as it happens you ll know about it :)
I got a little burnt-out from doing gonzo everyday. Dont get me wrong, i LOVE gonzo. But doing it everyday is hard, on your body and your mind. I d like to work less, and concentrate on my image, feature dancing and other stuff...which a contract would allow me to do.
2)I dont know if Sandra is retiring anytime soon. I know she s been talking about it for a while, she wants to go back home...but i dont know about a decisive date or anything.
3)The best on-camera sex i ve had, is my one and only scene with Nacho Vidal, in the upcoming "Fashionistas safado : Berlin", from Evil Angel.
It was very intense...i had wanted to work with him for over 3 years and had never met him til the night before our scene.
That night he came into my room (with John Stagliano saying "dont do anything please! dont ruin my scene for tomorrow!lol), sat on my bed, started massaging my feet and we just talked about everything and anything...but no sex. It was magic. After 3 years of wait, finally i was meeting him, and he was sitting here on my bed, massaging my feet, telling me all kind of jokes..i felt like a little kid in front of a christmas tree full of presents.
Then the next day we did the scene, and he asked me what my limits were. I told him, "with you, none. Just do whatever you want, whatever goes through your head, i want it".
It was unbelievable...i forgot the camera was there at some points...i only saw us.
Half of the crew was shocked by the scene, the other half thought it was mesmerizing... for sure it was unlike anything i had experienced before. half way through we took a break, (to change tapes on the main camera i believe) and Tricia Devereaux came over to ssk me if i was ok...Rocco kept filming bts. He said "look at her, she s glowing". And i was...
After the scene, i went to take a shower, and started crying. Someone came in and asked what was wrong. I said "nothing, nothing, i m fine...". I was just crying cause what i had waited for 3 years had just happened, and was already over, and at that point in time i thought it would be the only time we'd work together.
It was definately my best scene ever, and Nacho said in an interview after the movie was done, that it was his to. He emailed me "thank you for making me do my best scene ever".
Coming from a man who s done thousands of scenes, it feels good :)
4) Already took home all the ones i wanted to :)
5) males: Erik Everhard, Mark Davis, Justice Young, Manuel Ferrara, Jazz Duro, Nacho.
females: Belladonna, Ariana Jollee, Shyla Stylez, Gianna Michaels.
6) i tried to do regular modeling, but i m too short (5'4) :(
Edited by - melissalauren on 1/12/2007 10:22:25 PM
Edited by - melissalauren on 1/13/2007 10:21:09 AM
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