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| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 |  Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 4:02AMAccording to Lukeisback, here is here new blog blog It's the same one as the one on the badassfranksow site I wonder what happened to all her porn money??? Cause apparently she did tons of scenes and should have made a ton of money, did she spent it all already?? She writes: At the bank I got a cashiers check for $975.00, (my August rent) four ten-dollar bills (for Therapy for the next two weeks) and a roll of quarters (for the bus) … those are my “bills” for this pay period. After attending to my bills, I have $108.84 left in my bank account. My goal is to arrive at August 15th with no less then $68.84. I make just a little bit more then I need to spend, so saving money is going to be tough, but not impossible. I plan on being VERY strict with myself until I have a nice little money cushion. (My goal is $1000 in my saving’s account) Once I have acquired that cushion then I will sit down and figure out a reasonable budget so that I can have some spending money but never again live paycheck to pay check. [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 5:09AM [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 6:10AM I just wondered what happened to her porn money. She also wrote "I thought of what I had put my body through since the age of losing my virginity. (Which was just a hair over 12 years old). And as I started therapy and began knowing the truth about my self I realized I had given up control of my soul by being so “free” with my body. And its not just how many partners I have had. (LOTS) It goes so far as how often I wanted to have sex with any particular lover. Sex became like I tick, a compulsion and I can remember times when I had just had sex and would want to have sex literally again right afterwards. (And not because I wasn’t satisfied, trust me, if you look at me hard enough I have an orgasm.) I was 15 years old the day I had sex with 6 different partners in one afternoon. I remember thinking I was such hot stuff. One can only imagine what the boys actually thought of me. ::sighs and laughs:: Unfortunately sleeping with a large group of male friends all in the same day is one of the lesser distasteful things I have done with my body. So, without being to vulgar, you see now where I am coming from. For nine years I allowed my self to be abused and taken advantage of. I went out of my way to destroy myself and I choose sex as my weapon." And she also wrote that she's been celibate for almost a year... Interesting... Edited by - jackie200 on 9/5/2007 6:12:45 AM [Link] |
morbidthoughts  All-Star Member Big cats scare me but... 3627 Posts 1/03 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 9:37AM [Link] |
| Cumwhipper Senior Member 4050 Posts 3/04 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 10:34AM I wish she'd come back (for my own selfish reasons), but that's not likely to happen unless it were totally on her own terms. Can you imagine how good Sasha might be at directing? Boggles my mind. Glad she's happy and feeling okay about herself, whatever she's doing. [Link] |
| Guybrush Threepwood Member Germany 138 Posts 2/05 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 10:34AM [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 5:09PM How many of you have fully gotten over the "Masturbation is evil" mantra imposed upon you in your youth? We have people who masturbate and then beat themselves up for it because it's a terrible thing they're doing, pleasuring themselves. I'm just disgusted with the direction "mental health" has taken as of late. [Link] |
| skronker Notable Legendary Icon Scopophiliac 9780 Posts 9/02 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 6:31PM I live in one of the most expensive cities in the world, and the most damage I can really do in one night is about $200. And that would include spending on other people. But throw a fancy car and insurance into the mix, high LA rents, doctor bills and physical maintenance, private trainers, and even a modest dependency on (prescription or non) drugs or alcohol, maybe a loser BF or spongey relative or sick old aunt back home ... you're double anal blowbang mope squad bankroll can burn up fast ... I think Sasha is pretty awesome. I can say that when I interviewed her, there was a raw nerve or two exposed and allusions to incidents she preferred not to talk about ... I'd love to see her come back and do some more scenes with the right directors, but only on her terms with her head intact. ... [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 5 2007 : 11:28PM Rent in La is not that expensive, a decent apartment is at the most 2k a month, I live in Orange County and that's how much I pay for a 1 bedroom. 2 k a month is easy to pay when you make over 15k a month and she would still have plenty left to pay for trainers, medical bills, partying, etc while still having some savings I would think. Personal trainers at 24 hr fitness etc aren't THAT expensive As for the car, I read on Sasha's blog she wrote she got a roll of quarters for the bus, that means she doesn't even HAVE a car. I wonder how someone could have done hundreds of scenes and not have a car? Edited by - jackie200 on 9/5/2007 11:33:53 PM [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 12:35AM [Link] |
| nietzsche Deactivated User 5470 Posts 8/03 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 12:55AM [Link] |
| skronker Notable Legendary Icon Scopophiliac 9780 Posts 9/02 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 1:55AM Rent in La is not that expensive, a decent apartment is at the most 2k a month, [/quote] At most? That's Big City rent. [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 2:15AM Click to expand You could probably find something for 1700 and up. You can go cheaper too but those places aren't nice at all (ugly gym, dirty pool, lower income undesirable residents). You could live somewhere cheaper but it would be most likely in the valley and I would never want to live there. It's too hot and in the middle of nowhere. I looked at a lot of listings in LA because at one point I was interested in moving there and the only places that I thought were desirable where all around $1800 and up. The cheaper places were just ugly. If you want to live in super luxury apartments it can be a lot more than 2k a month, but you'll get stuff like an incredible gym, on-site masseuses/spa/sauna, on site yoga lessons etc You can definitely find rent in Orange County for 1300 etc but the place wouldn't be upscale, ghetto neighbors, dirty streets, more low-income people. If you want to live somewhere upscale with professionals and higher-income/higher-class people as your neighbors you gotta pay a bit more. It's worth it to pay more but live in more upscale surroundings with more enterprising and successful people. Also, in OC the closer you get to the beach the more prestigious your address gets, I guess it's the same in LA. Malibu and Pacific Palisades are much more desirable addresses than somewhere in the valley. Edited by - jackie200 on 9/6/2007 2:20:40 AM Edited by - jackie200 on 9/6/2007 2:21:54 AM Edited by - jackie200 on 9/6/2007 2:22:42 AM [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 2:21AM [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 2:23AM [Link] |
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| jackthetreacleeater Senior Member Shame on you! 2003 Posts 10/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 5:40AM I think a history of sexual abuse which leads to some girls entering porn is a common theme. I remember Jayan Oso talking about the sexual abuse she suffered in the BTS of 'Un-natural Sex 10.' Her past doesn't seem to have unduly affected her career unlike Sasha. Miss Knox was something special, but the light that burns twice as bright burns half as long. I bought nearly everything she was in during that year when her light burned so bright. It would be fantastic if she could come back to porn some day. She needs to get over her past somehow though and realise that her sexualy varacious appetite is nothing to be ashamed of and that porn could be a good way of venting her frustrations and earning good money again. I doubt she is quite as poor as she makes out. But a pornstar's ability to chuck money around like it's going out of fashion is legendary. Most are just teenagers after all and the allure of clothes, fast cars, drugs and booze is hard to resist. Nothing says romance like anal sex. [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 6:34AM Sometimes when people are making decent money, they spend it faster than they make it. This may or may not be the case with Sasha. Maybe she bought her parents a nice house. If I had a stretch of good fortune, I might feel compelled to pay off my parents' mortgage. That would take a good chunk of change by itself. Who knows? She coulda spent it on anything, really. [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 7:02AM In LA it is a NECESSITY to have a car, I would not be able to live if I had to take the bus, taking the bus is very counterproductive, everything takes twice as long. I don't know anyone who actually takes the bus. LA is very spread out though, you HAVE to have a car. You can buy a cheap car real easily for a few grand that will still run well like a used Honda Civic or something. I can't believe she came to the point where she has to take the bus. I just find that very sad. Usually it's really poor people who take the bus. No one takes the bus where I live. [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 7:09AM [Link] |
| zorge Member 278 Posts 8/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 8:12AM And as for the "psychiatric community" encouraging people to believe sex is bad, there is no case for that. It depends on who you talk to, individually, just like in any profession as to how liberal or repressed they are about sex. I'd imagine the psychological community on the whole is somewhat more liberal on sexual concerns than the population in general. [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 8:18AM [Link] |
| zorge Member 278 Posts 8/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 8:32AM [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 8:38AM If someone is enterprising enough there is always a way to make more money. Most people in the U.S need to be patronized though because they don't know how to manage their cash flow and have too much debt. [Link] |
| zorge Member 278 Posts 8/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 9:37AM But that's only ever part of the picture. [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 10:14AM The only thing a person generally accomplishes in going into business for themselves is leaping headfirst from the frying pan into the fire. Might as well douse yourself with gasoline first too to make the fireball as spectacular as possible. Some succeed. You hear their stories every day. It's inevitable. Some people beat the system at it's own game. But they put those stories on the front cover for a reason. Guess what it is? Edited by - randomprecision on 9/6/2007 10:30:01 AM [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 10:28AM I do believe there's a case for it. When people feel like they need therapy for having sex and enjoying it, something's wrong. But it sure isn't their quite natural enjoyment of sex. [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 10:30AM Some people are just naturally more smarter, resourceful, and enterprising than others. Some people are just slow and will never become successful no matter how much help they get. I'll bet you can take a person who is a self-made financial successful peson and take away all their money and in 5 years that person will be making a good living again. Some people just have it and some people don't. It's probably a combination of genetics, street smarts, determination, focus, and perhaps some luck too, but for the "slower" people, all the luck in the world isn't going to help them. Not everyone is created equal as most like to believe. That's what we tell the kids so they can grow up feeling good about themselves. Some people are just "better at life" than others. Edited by - jackie200 on 9/6/2007 10:33:05 AM [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 11:06AM It's nice to know that we don't mind simply throwing some people away so the smartest, the brightest, quickest, with the best genes can have anything their heart desires. But hey. At least you're more honest about it than the folks who insist that all it takes is effort. For that, I have to give you credit. [Link] |
| jackie200 Member 35 Posts 4/06 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 11:12AM It doesn't mean that we throw them away or whatever, it just means that they won't do as well as the more "gifted" people lol. But the slow people can still have fulfilling lives, have a pleasant family life etc [Link] |
| skronker Notable Legendary Icon Scopophiliac 9780 Posts 9/02 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 12:30PM It's good she;'s being honest with herself. She's gonna destroy whatever guy she gets together with after her vow is over. ... Sweet Jesus H.! Now, why do I have such a sick urge to go back and watch her blowbang scene(s)? Edited by - skronker on 9/6/2007 12:31:11 PM [Link] |
| nietzsche Deactivated User 5470 Posts 8/03 | Posted - Sep 6 2007 : 9:17PM [Link] |
| Dick Froth Member 293 Posts 11/05 | Posted - Sep 7 2007 : 1:08AM There are so many fake people in society, including the media, talk shows, evangelists, etc. who try to paint sex as negative when in fact THEY LOVE SEX THEMSELVES. The very same therapist who told you sex is "bad" and should be "conserved" goes home and watches porn. He/She fantasizes about sex and would probably have as much of it as they could if it wasn't for what they thought society would think of them. Case in point when men get mad at their sisters or daughters for sleeping around. Yet if it were the girl next door they would want a peice of the action. This is hypocracy at it's finest. I would love to hook society to a lie detector and ask "do you think promiscuity is wrong?" The needle would jump off the chart even before you'd hear the predictable "yes." Anyways, I hope Sasha feels better soon. You shouldn't be hard on herself over something that anyone with a have decent head on their shoulders would recognize as pleasureable pastime. Good luck and God bless. [Link] |
| Sasha Knox Member 208 Posts 8/09 | Posted - Jul 12 2011 : 8:11PM Okay, Okay ... So I sat down today to update some things here on this site and then got caught up reading all these other less perused threads about myself. I can't begin to address everything but I wanted to comment on something ... The Car issue. Yeah, I wrote about getting a roll of quarters because I was taking the bus. HOWEVER I was taking the bus because I wanted too. I have never had a car, ever in my life. Because I don't have a drivers license, because I don't want to drive! Why is that such a big deal. I have tons of disposable income because I don't drive or have a car. All my friends ever talk about is the price of gas, parking tickets, car repair, blah blah. I don't want any of that, so I choose to get around other ways. Bus, cab, bike, walk ... It's really not a big deal. People say you have to have a car to live in LA. That just isn't true. I have lived in LA for 6 years and not having a car has only been a real issue ONE time in my entire time here. Anyway, that's all. =) - Sasha Knox. [Link] |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 | Posted - Jul 12 2011 : 9:35PM [Link] |
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