But it's usually not long before some outstanding piece of smut (or hot new piece of ass) comes along and rejuevenates my interest again.

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When I started watching porn, it was with Hustler or Private movies (which I still do like very much today), then I stumbled over a GGG title with Goldie that I watched because I found that girl very sweet.

I really liked it, but nevertheless felt somehow ashamed or confused to enjoy "that kind of film".
Today, GGG is just normal for me and I'm also about to like 666, whereas five years ago I would have never been stimulated by men peeing in a girl's mouth...

I don't know where the limit is, but since I accepted for me that I'm somehow addicted to that stuff, life is much more comfortable...

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I can't help but to feel somewhat ashamed sometimes. I mean, not so much over the simple fact that I'm watching something filthy. It's more about how I need to have this level of filth. I used to be a subscriber to sites like suze.net, where I'd look at simple photos of beautiful, naked women. At the time, this was enough for me. Now, it's too boring. I need to watch nasty films like "Cum Fart Cocktails" or "From Her Ass to Her Mouth." I'm ashamed over the fact that I'm addicted to the harder stuff, and I can't go back to the stuff I used to like.

I think what I need to do is take a break. Not from porn altogether, but from my regular stuff. I've decided that I'm going to get rid of my DVD collection and take a look at stuff I haven't looked at in a long while. I've been looking at some films on lezlovevideo.com, and I'm thinking of trying out some of the stuff on the "other side." I want to watch some films where the focus is on the beauty of the woman's body as opposed to the filtiness of the acts that the woman is willing to do. Maybe I'll like it again, may be I won't. But I think I need to experiment again and see how addicted I really am.

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So, now they've raised the bar in many ways, but I have talked to a number of young guys who burn out, or they just expect so much, and there seems to be something missing. A lot of them seem to have a disatisfaction with 'real life.'

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Yes, I know the feeling.

Sometimes I disgust myself. I can remember specific moments in depravity when I began to consider the depths to which I'd sunk.

I remember feeling kinda queasy when I first enjoyed Max Hardcore skullfucking girls. Or the time I was titillated when Hardcore stuck a lollipop up his own ass, and then got the beautiful Lovette to suck it. Or getting off on watching a scuzzy cheeseball like Rodney Moore get pretty girls to eat out his ass. Just a few weeks ago, I got sprung watching Dana Vespoli making Kayla Marie LICK HER ARMPITS in a scene. So yeah, I wonder.

Once in a while, after I've jacked off to porn for the fifth or sixth time in two days and have a terrible headache from rubbing so many out, I think, "I wonder if Donald Trump is doing this?" Is this it? Is this what I'm reduced to?

I vow to stop, and then some new phat assed porn girl appears on the scene, and my cycle of abuse starts all over again.

So yeah, I know the feeling.

BSD

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Excuse me while I Kiss the Sky.

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When I started watching porn, Skinimax floored me. Eventually, I tired of the tameness inherent in softcore. I had to see what this girl named Taylor St. Claire looked like actually having sex and not just simulating it. She blew up and I followed her on the journey right up until "Fashionistas". She took a long break but my fondness for porn was still red hot. So, I turned my attention to gonzo and loved it.

Now, it all seems the same to me. So much of what I see is just mechanical crap. And I tired of the circus act gonzo of the moment. It takes either a really special girl (JLuv, Avy Scott, Haley Paige) or an unbelievable director (Jules Jordan, Johnni Darkko) to get me excited now.

Desensitization is a horrible thing. To be honest, I have stopped caring about porn. However, when I come out of this cycle I think Wicked Pictures and other softer, feature companies might gain my business. I miss the storylines, regarldess of how bad the acting or incoherent the script.

Kelly

Edited by - tscfan317 on 8/29/2004 11:46:47 PM

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I don't know if it's so much the sex, or the girls. No offense to the ladies here, but the current stars of today (gonzo stars I mean) look like the girls I sleep with in real life. When I watched porn in my teens, the girls I lusted over were the "Celeste's" and "Holly Body's". I don't see very many girls like that anymore in Couple's Porn and definitely not in gonzo.

Alas, I still have years of back catalogue from the 90's.

Edited by - DIAMOND DOG on 8/29/2004 11:34:30 PM

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Lately I've been looking at the wacky world of Japanese AV, especially Soft On Demand, where things are not particularly hardcore, but just plain strange, creative, and surprisingly erotic. I also like public nudity vids.

These lighten things up after a steady diet of Meatholes, Max, Steve Sweet......

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But you know what? I got over it. I realized that I just like to see unusual things (piss and feet are my favorite fetishes). And there's nothing wrong with that. Porn gives us the outlet to explore some fantasies that we probably can't in regular life.

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I think moderation is the key (is for me anyway).

Good luck.

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I remember watching Secrets by Andrew Blake in 1991 and thinking it was the best porno of all time. Then I needed the Buttman movies to get off, then Max Hardcore. After Max went bonkers in the mid to late 90's, I felt better about myself b/c he was too hardcore for me. I wasn't as "sick" as I thought, or was I?

Nowadays, I sometimes find myself laughing in shame/embarrassment/shock 10 seconds after cumming while the HDTV is showing some porn slut take her 12th load in a row in her mouth and she's gargling. Or Arianna Jollee is licking cum out of Renee Pornero's asshole, or Khan Tusion is making Roxy cry after choking her, etc...

I really believe that there is a desensitation that occurs. Watching a DP used to be a treat, now it's the norm.

I liken it to gore on the internet. The Rodney King beating almost made me sick to my stomach 12 years ago when I saw it on the news. Now it takes seeing the remnants of suicide bombers or war images from Iraq to elicit the same reaction. The Rodney King video wouldn't faze me if I saw it now. I'm a little disappointed in myself for becoming so desensitized, but I do feel a tiny bit better knowing I'm not the only one. BTW, I'm really looking forward to seeing Cum Fart Cocktails!

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I've always sought out the more extreme stuff and enjoyed wet t-shirt and public nudity stuff at the same time. I think these things are cyclic and a lot of the time a change is just as good as a rest.
I do recall seeing my first couple of anal scenes at about age 14-15 (17 years ago) and thinking that I wanted to see more. Same with shaved pussies. Porn has definitely moved more in line with what I wanted to see as an adolescent so I can have no complaints.

think there is a lot more pressure on women nowadays in real life following the evolution of porn raising the bar of what men expect in real life. That said, it cuts both ways and women expect far more between the sheets now from their man than they did years ago. I still feel though that it must come as a shock to some 16/17/18 year old girls who start dating and fucking ready to 'give up' their pussies only to find that half the boys they date are more interested in bumming them than anything else!!

SNP.

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After seeing all of these new extreme niches (huge gangbangs, 3-4 guys on 1 girl, internal cumshot farting, etc.), I've been hoping to find more plain old-fashioned titles with one guy and one girl per scene, with hot action (lots of anal), and good camera work. Stuff like this is becoming harder to find. (sigh)

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Don't worry! Be happy!

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Like the original poster, I love big swallowing scenes, especially when the load comes from another girl's ass.

My latest "thing" is seeing a hot young thing fucking ugly guys. The uglier the better. I don't know why this appeals to me.

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