as someone who has suffered with severe depression my whole life... i find it annoying and insulting you post a thread on here about suicide. if you were serious, you would just do it.... even if you were really wanting advice, you wouldnt be on a sex/porn forum asking for advice on suicide. does seem like you are purely after attention. BUT... just in case im wrong, (which i dont think i am) 1. why would you kill yourself for not having a gf? consider it a blessing to not have to deal with the bullshit, drama, nagging, jealousy etc. you are your own person who can do what you want when you want 2. if its to do with sex, online dating sites are extremely easy to get laid off ( i average about 3 sexual encounters a week off 1 site..and im nothing special trust me) 3. pill overdose is easy.. only time it doesnt work is when you dont take enough. take everything you have if you want to die. i feel comfortable saying this as i think you are full of shit . people who suffer extreme depression/suicidal thoughts dont sit around waiting for responses of sex sites before killing themselves..they just do it
You should have lowered your standards a LONG time ago, im sure there are alot of lonely 2-4's out there and they will likely do what ever you want in the sack. You wasted alot of time, I can see why you are depressed. I think that desperation in some cases does something in the brain where a woman who is a 2 or 3 does not seem so bad. Getting a hot BJ and swallow from a 3 is better than killing yourself. Once you find a woman that worships you (metaphorically speaking of course) then marry her. 46 man you waited WAY to long, I dont know how you did it, at this point even 1's as long as she is good to you.
Its hard to tell with the information we have, but one thing I know for sure alot of women in the 7-10 catagory are mighty full of themselves and generally have poor behavior in relationships, not all of them but there is certianly statisticly higher odds of poor behavior the hotter women get. If this guy cant land a 3 THEN he needs to look in the mirror and work on his own attitude. But if a guy is trying to land 7-10s there may be nothing at all wrong with him and the woman are just bi8ches. A guy looking for a 7-10 is likely going to have to tolerate alot of charater defects in his partner.