Not that I had any attraction to my own mother but rather other milfs I saw in movies or friend's moms. When I was little I used to fantasise to be their son and making out with them. Not sure why. I guess it used to give me a feeling of security where I was accepted. In real life I was very timid and shy. I have read all books by Nancy Friday on the subject and used to get off on it.
Is this is also regarded incestuous though it wasn't directed towards my own mother?
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