So far I have only ever had sex with women and really enjoy it, but I've always felt a fairly strong urge to receive anal sex from a man. I've never acted out on it. I don't have any desire to do anything else sexually with a man, nor do I have a desire to be in a relationship with one, I just want this one thing.

I told this to a former girlfriend who was very liberal in her sexuality and that I was very open with. She told me that if I wanted she would fuck me with a strap on, but I never did it. I've always regretted saying no.

Has anyone else gone through this and have advice about it? Should I seek out a man and be very up front and clear that I just want to take it up the ass to experience it, or are there toys out there that I could use for experimentation that are close enough to the real thing?

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