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| Mike Quasar Zero Tolerance Reluctant pornographer 1765 Posts 7/01 | Kurt: "What did you call me? Don't you know that I'm great at everything I do and that I make Bill Gates money fucking hot chicks 7 days a week? As soon as this dude blows a load in my ass I'm gonna beat the shit out of you for suggesting that I'm gay!!!" Delusional is the only word that comes to mind. Once again, this isn't about homophobia. It's about an egomaniac burning every bridge he ever crossed. Truthfully, I wish him the best. I hope that he is very successful playing for the other team and I hope that he is now comfortable with who he is. I really mean that. There is no shame in preferring the same sex. The only shame is in denying it with your eyelashes pasted shut by semen. |
| ChodeMasterJ Perpetual Marxist 5405 Posts 4/03 | |
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| Dean Wormer Senior Member Fat, drunk and stupid is no way to go through life, son. 1048 Posts 7/04 | |
| RandomPrecision Senior Member Enjoy! 8175 Posts 3/06 |
As far as Lockwood goes, why does it even matter, really, if he's straight, bi or gay as they get? Just because he said he wasn't? Like I said, it was obviously a sore spot for him and people kept pushing the matter. That obviously didn't help. Even if he'd have been a jerk anyway. Edited by - randomprecision on 2/28/2008 6:22:59 AM |
| ma meeshka Iconoclastic Member 3939 Posts 4/06 | take a trip down memory lane... |
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| Clam Digger Deactivated User Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good. 2268 Posts 1/05 | Here is another trip down memory lane. |
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| Cornell Lingus Senior Member Carryin', contrarian, libertarian 2982 Posts 1/08 | |
| KatjaKassin Senior Member 1257 Posts 5/03 | I have to say that Kurt doesn't owe anyone an explanation. He does what he does. Geez this is porn. It's not like we're in catholic school or anything. It's so weird to me that porno folks can be so judgemental and yet they don't like it when they get judged for what they do. Let him to whatever he wants. It's not your ass. Hell I never thought I'd make a living taking it in the ass. If you would have asked me 10 years ago I probably would have said NEVER. |
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Edited by - randomprecision on 3/5/2008 2:24:27 AM |
| BlackSix All-Star Member pornography wasn't sex but fantasies of an impossibly hospitable world 12377 Posts 9/07 | 1) Homophobia
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| SandySweet Member The Sweetest Girl In Porn 155 Posts 12/07 | pics from 18yearsold.com scene judging by the reactions i get... most guys seem to like that kind of thing alot. xoxo Edited by - sandysweet on 3/5/2008 12:40:09 PM |
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| Sic Transit Gloria Deactivated User 2 Posts 5/09 | "We heard you missed us, we're back!" - "Hot for Teacher," Van Halen SIC TRANSIT GLORIA A War and Peace Length Career Retrospective To Clear The Lies or Nevermind the Bullocks - Here's Kurt Lockwood I know this post is long. If you choose to read it, don't bitch. Nobody's forcing you. Anyway, this may come as a surprise (maybe not) but yes, it's really me, I was once the adult FILM star Kurt Lockwood. I haven't been on one of these boards in about two years I reckon. I was banned from here way back then just for defending myself. I doubt the mods will keep this post up long because it seems that AdultdvdTalk's policy of no talking shit about others seems to apply to everyone BUT me as is demonstrated over and over again in these forums generally by about the same ol' fifteen or so haters. I won't even go into the hypocrisy of the mods here on this point and how they allow haters to go on and on about me but refused to allow me to defend myself or their trick to let the hater thread go to it's exhaustion and THEN lock it, lol. But hey, I want to say this: if you are posting here or on any of the other porn gossip boards on a regular basis nearly every day for years and years, the truth of the matter is that your life is so shockingly lacking in substance that if it truly gives any of you any minuscule amount of joy to spread hate, lies and misinformation about me (and others) than please, by all means, go ahead and waste your lives. I mean, forgive me, but I can't believe you guys are still finding interest in all of this really non-intellectually challenging stuff after all these YEARS of talking about it so exhaustively. What astounds here and the other boards is that you all brag about your high education and success levels and then you have posted literally thousands and thousands of posts on these gossip boards and on holidays like Easter and Christmas(?!) even about the most pedantic topics of all. WTF?? That makes no sense to me. I mean, full disclosure, I do that kind of post count on other sites(not on holidays tho) like www.huffingtonpost.com but that's about politics and mainstream current events, mostly just genuine intellectual discourse, NOT the particular intricacies of Mia Rose's staph infection, lol. If you added up all that time wasted on these boards it's gotta be a grossly substantial time wasted for a lot of you, like several weeks or many, many months of lifetime on this planet just flushed down the toilet gossiping and hating on porn stars. Why? Why even give a fuck in the first place? It's such a colossal waste of energy. Why can't your "genius" self-righteous brains realize that? Like Kurt Cobain sang, "I wish I was like you, easily amused." Just know that while you are busy doing that, I am busy being a father, a soon-to-be-husband, and travelling the world, enjoying the OUTSIDE world. Anyway, as I said, this post is gonna be a long one because I only intend to post once (and not come back) so I want to say everything I have to say. I'll try to be as clear and concise as possible as to not because accused of ranting, lol. But it's a lot, so as the song went, "I was dreamin' when I wrote this, forgive me if I go too fast, lol." So if you don't have the sand, bail out now. Everybody still here? Good, let's rock... First off, why post in such an old thread? Well, I thought about starting a new one but this is really to the crux of the issue of what all you little scamps like to get yourselves all in hissy about when it comes to me. Let's start with my altercation with Gram Ponante (btw, I saw Gram's real name in the police files and I really should post it here to embarrass him but I won't to grant him a kindness he never extended to me in ANY respect, name or otherwise. You're welcome, Gram.) Anyway, my beef with Gram all started when he repeatedly took cheap shots at me from his little, wanna be "porn journalist" blogs. Now, I had never met this guy, never done a thing to him, so call it jealousy or whatever, but he decided to make it his mission on this earth to talk shit endlessly about me. But as Octavian Caesar said, "Someone somewhere is always talking negatively about me, it's the price of being famous." So be it. However, Gram, at one point, tho he has repeatedly lied and denied it, inferred, through intended double entendre, that I was gay as found here [link removed: No link shorterners] This was lonnng before I had done any outre' scenes. Now here's the point I want to make crystal fucking clear. At no point was my mix-up with Gram ever really about my sexuality. Never. No matter how much you haters are dying to make this the official story, I'm here to testify that was never what it was about. Obviously, given the scenes I've done, it should be beyond evident I don't care at all what people think about me. And Chi Chi La Rue used to BEG me to come over to the other side and everyone knows those guys make TONS more money than the straight side. If was gay, I would've jumped ship a long, long time ago. Further proof? Ask Jason Sechrest for whom I was a guest star for his "Cocktails with The Stars" show he used to do where I signed autographs and took pictures with my "other" fans. Jason'll testify on my behalf that there was never any homophobia on my part. Ever. When I did those scenes it was all about the big money AND the opportunity to give the finger to the haters once and for all. It's called punk rock. No, what this was really about as kinda how Eminem once described it. To explain: Gram wasn't really implying about my sexuality, he was just using "straight/gay crossover star" to make negative inferences, to wit, to talk shit. Maybe he wanted to try to cost me work by putting the idea out there to the homophobic straight porniverse (again, remember, this was wayyy before any of my outre' scenes) but for the most part he was just interested in denigrating me (yet again) in the press. What I ever did to him personally to warrant these repeated personal attacks? I don't know. BUT, where I grew up, if someone repeatedly talks shit about you, you tell me, what happens the next time you see that individual? Exactly. And that's all that I did. Now I guess instead of saying to Gram, "Call me a fag now,Gram" (referencing the prior link I posted above) as I was shove/slamming him repeatedly in his blubber chest, I should've said, "Talk shit now, Gram." And that's where I think all of the confusion comes from as to my motives. But to me it was the same thing like I said, this. wasn't. ever. about. sexuality. This was about Gram repeatedly talking shit and finally getting caught and having to pay the proverbial piper. I was just speaking in shorthand reference to what he had said about me. Now, I've never really spoken publicly about what happened that day, though Gram has seemed to obsessively come up with every spin and lie he possibly can come up with about it ad nauseum. He has to, it's his only claim to fame, lol. So here we are, quid pro quo, Gram. Let's start at the beginning of the melee', yes, as I had just gotten off the phone with the owner of the company I was directing for at the time who had told me that the misogynistic hack known as Eli "D-bag" Cross, (I'll do him the same courtesy as I did Gram and NOT say his real name) who was picking apart my movie, THE REAL BOOGIE NIGHTS, to the company owner and saying it wasn't releasable, a whole lot of b.s. as you will soon see. A quick sidenote about Eli D-bag. Years ago, my first year in the business this megalomaniac ugly little individual was working for Patrick at Elegant Angel, I was the male lead in Elegant's big production that year called "Compulsion," for which I won my first AVN award for Best Couples Sex Scene in a Film (my first of two awards with "Film" in the title, hence Adult FILM Star, f-you Peter Warren, lol.). Well, after seeing how hard I worked on that movie, Patrick generously offered me my own directing contract for Elegant Angel. Being that I was brand spanking new in the business that first year and had zero idea what to ask for as part of the contract, I naively pulled a-hole Eli aside and told him of my directing offer from Patrick. The color suddenly left his face, his facial expression dropped, he was just P.M. on Compulsion, Axel Braun (who btw, used to consistently cheat on his fiancee', Belladonna's sister, on his sets for New Sensations. How's Destiny, Axel?) was the director. Anyway, Eli looked like he was about to cry like a little wussy when he heard of the deal Patrick of Elegant Angel had offered me, "You got the deal, I was supposed to get..." Eli whimpered and stewed and then he skulked away with his tail between his legs. Let me tell you, everybody HATED Eli on the set of Compulsion, and I mean EVERYBODY. This is a common theme with him as you can find if you search for him on these boards. Why do you think he was fired from AVN? From what I've heard he even tried to give the owner of SEX Z pictures an ultimatum when Eli didn't want to cast Hillary Scott who was under contract with SEX Z for UPLOAD. Eli is a worthless misogynist who thinks he's edgy because he puts anti-women rape scenes and themes in his movies. Ooo, color us impressed. His lighting crew, however, are the best in the biz, I will give him that but that is more a compliment for them, not him. (Hey, Hollywood!) Anyway, the last year I signed autographs for SEX Z pictures in Vegas, Cross and his embarrassingly over the hill, equally ugly significant other, Kylie Ireland, were so pissed because there were giant banners for four of my movies I had directed all over the front of the booth and only one of Compulsion on the side, lol. Waaaahhh! Here's another funny story, at the booth, we had video monitors up playing clips of the movies, one of Eli's movies was playing parts on loop and of course Mr. Ego non-pornstar had cast himself(?!) in the lead role. One of his just awful over the top lines of dialogue went, (Paraphrasing)"Smile while I wipe my blood stained cock off on your face and call...you... friend." David Mamet he clearly is not, lol. Anyway, fans were walking by the booth and laughing their asses off at his absurd line and delivery. I even saw employees of the company making fun of it and mocking it at the booth repeatedly the whole weekend. So, long story short, Eli always hated me because I got offered what he felt was "his" directing gig at Elegant, which I didn't even end up taking because it would've been a paycut from the constant, lucrative, performing schedule I was maintaining. But once he got into Sex Z he did every b.s. trick he could pull to get my movie, THE REAL BOOGIE NIGHTS, not released... to no avail... Why? Because one of my stars in the cast, Ron Jeremy got the actual ok from Paul Thomas Anderson, yes, THE Paul Thomas Anderson, the academy award nominated director of the mainstream BOOGIE NIGHTS film whom my cast got to meet and who told us how "thrilled" he was that we had made our porn parody of his movie and THE REAL BOOGIE NIGHTS was released to high acclaim from AVN magazine and reaching #13 on AVN'S sales charts, a critical and commercial success. F.U., Eli, F.U. in the A. But I digress... Back to Gram... So, I see Gram that day walking to the set, I jump out of my friend's Murano (my BMW was in the shop)and I started slamming Gram in the chest trying to get him to fight back. You've all seen the video Fluke Bored took. The guy stands about 6'4" to my 5'10" and though I repeatedly slammed him in the chest, he pussied out. And don't believe anything you read about him attacking me with his fucking coffee mug. Bullshit. The coffee spilled because I was shoving him so hard. He never broke my sunglasses either like he also lied about. You should've seen the fear in his eyes. Like all bullies (internet) he is essentially a cowardly loud mouth just screaming for attention; just like Wankus was when I picked a fight with him for talking shit AFTER the wake for Jim Holiday-when Wankus hid behind Tyler Faith and Cytherea and refused to step outside; just like Jim "Jim. B." South when I dumped a full beer down his shirt when I caught him at the AVN Awards, all internet bullies and cowardly sumbitches. A quick note about Mike South, after I poured a full beer on him at the awards show, he later had to go into the hospital for something similar to what my Father passed away from. Though I hated Mike's guts, I still sent him an e-mail telling him I wouldn't wish what he had on my worst enemy and I hoped he had a speedy recovery. He thanked me and then went right back to trashing me in the press. No good deed goes unpunished, I guess. Btw, Wankus and Mike South also squawked to the cops like the gutless RATS that they are but it was all turned out to be a wasted effort on their part... LOL... But again, back to Gram... So Gram and Fluke Bored got banned from the set after I slammed Gram in the chest several times and he just wouldn't fight back but kept saying "I want to interview you, Kurt." LOL. Don't believe for a second all of his tough talk. He was scared shitless, watch the video for yourself. I really wished I had caught Luke instead, hell, I still do, lol. Anway, Luke's video came out, big shitstorm blah blah blah. Sound and fury signifying nothing. I still worked every day. I said nothing to the press because it's porn and we are supposed to keep things like this on the downlow with the "family." I understand that. BUT guess what Gram the tough guy did then? He ran to the police like a little sissy. To Bill Margold's credit, he was the only one who pointed out what a taboo crying to the cops is in our porno cosa nostra. I mean, c'mon, you've all seen the video, was that REALLY worth crying to the cops about? What a wuss. So I get a call from the po po and I head down to the police station. And if you want to see something really funny/disgusting, they had photographs that Gram had taken of his bruised MANBOOBS all swollen and red from my "attack." LOL. UGGHH!! These photos should be of public record so I'd love somebody to post Gram's disgusting, swollen teats on the web, lol. So of course, Gram had lied and said he never said anything about my sexuality in the press. I showed the cops the same link I have posted above and once they saw he lied it was pretty much a closed case. The funny thing was, Gram thought he was going to bring the long arm of the law down on me, but instead, the police were laughing at the pictures of his "moobs" with me, they were asking me for autographs, taking pictures with me, etc. It was just a big waste of taxpayer dollars. So when absolutely nothing happened from Gram's crying to the cops like a little wuss, I guess he started in on his ad nauseum internet campaign about it, spinning the truth all the time. Like the unnamed source only known as supposedly, my "friends" whom Gram said that I supposedly told these anonymous individuals that I was only going to do "gay scenes" from then on. This is total made up bullshit. Just utter unsubstantiated b.s.from Gram. That's the thing about the internet. You can just say whatever you want, it's not whether it's true or not (because 99 percent of what Gram wrote was not) it's just that he put it out there. I never answered because I just didn't want to piss off the cops by commenting openly on the ongoing case. In fact, the cops ended up hating Gram because he was mentioning the police officers by name in the adult press AND telling them that he was going to write a book about the incident using their real names. Yep, that's right, Gram, the height of your time as an adult industry parasite is when you almost got the living shit kicked out of you by Kurt Lockwood, a guy half your size. Wow. And you are an Ivy Leaguer? Most impressive. Okay, moving on to answer the haters in this particular thread. Well, it looks like all the usual haters weighed in. Let's start with the girls. First let me explain, that when I came into the business was right around the time when rough scenes were the trend. Back then, the problem was, that agents like Ben English wouldn't explain the difference between rough scenes and regular scenes to the girls. They would just show up thinking it's a regular boy/girl when it was for Kahntusion's Meatholes. I got put on a lot of girls' "no list' because I put my foot on their head while in doggy, like Kylie Ireland, Lucy Lee, Eva Evangelina, Penny Flame and shit eating Veronica Jett (see Veronica eat shit here http://www.veronicajett.com/) Speaking of Veronica, she admitted to me that she was high on crack the time we shot together. So my point here is that even though I was only ever doing the job I was HIRED to do, the female talent couldn't separate the performer from what the movie called for and I ended up getting a bad rap when I've never even been into that in my personal life, ever. Oh, and Tricia Devereaux, don't you and your husband have HIV?? Who the hell are you to be "laughing" at anybody? By, the way Tricia the hypocrite, just how did your husband contract HIV again? Those in glass houses, big mouth. Who's laughing now? What other chick hates on me? Oh yea, Holly Randall. Holly always kissed my ass in person and then talked shit about me online. Another desperate to be loved turd of a human being. Well, here's some dirt for you on her, she was a drop down drunk alcoholic, I was told she went to AIM to get put into rehab and you know who I was told paid for that rehab? It was the money that my band made from our AIM benefit gig as seen here http://business.avn.com/articles/23158.html Did she ever thank me? No, she only talked shit online. But this is a true story. She also fluffed me once on set many years ago, though she will no doubt deny this but it also is true. Which brings me to the last girl, "Quasarman," Mike McCormick. Ahh, Mike. The most prolific anti-me poster in this (and other threads). The funny thing is, if you check the boards, McCormick is hated just about as much as me, lol. (The fans REALLY hate him AND his porn.) When McCormick said I said that his company would be bankrupt in less than a year without me? Total one hundred percent bullshit. That doesn't even make any sense. He's just making up the most outrageous thing he can claim to try to turn opinion against me. This is just like when Craven Moorehead accused me of trying to charge a "behind the scenes rate" again total bullshit. You can believe what you want but I'm telling you I never said either of those things. Both are ridiculous statements that I would never make. I was a veteran of over fourteen hundred scenes, I knew how sets worked. Btw, a sidenote about cokehead Craven Moorehead, he used to grab my ass regularly when I would see him out at clubs. This is absolute truth. Ask Ava Vincent. But again, I digress... Back to McCormick, by the way, what kind of an egotistical a-hole gives themselves the name "Quasarman." A quasar is an exploding star, is that what you feel you are, Mike? An exploding star as a man? What a joke. Anyway, for anyone who is interested in THE REAL REASON why McCormick has a bug up his ass about me you can read all about it here [link removed: No tube sites] Essentially, it says that McCormick used to hire his wife as a grip on sets, he was very abusive to her. He would yell at her in front of talent and the make up artist, call her names, and this is right when you are shooting sex. His pet name for her is "Critter." He told me that she thought I was hot back then and that probably had a lot to do with it, too. But McCormack thinks that every set is about him, he's the STAR, it's Mike's Comedy Show and he...never...shuts up.... To the point where he's doing comedy "stylings" to the talent while they are trying to shoot! You don't need me to say it here, most of you reading this hate his guts anyway and the rest of you can click on the link above to find out all the juicy details. Anyway, the guy is a class A geek and was totaly jealous of guys working with girls in front of him and would say so right in front of his wife who was obviously emotionally wounded by such statements. And Mike, I've never done reverse cowgirl, but I will on your face, sweetpea. And Scott Fayner who likes to tell the story that I drank a water that the crew had spit in? Never happened. Total bullshit. I was given a bottle of water with the seal intact. Nice story, tho, if you're a shitstain like Scott who I see has hightailed it back to his Mom's basement in Boston. What a loser. Wanker Wang once stopped me from kicking the living shit out of Scott at Vegas one year. Good thing, he wouldn't have been worth the jail time. Just another cokehead, jealous loser wannabe of porn who is now revealed as a giant failure in life. I was shooting a scene once and he didn't know it was me and he watched the scene and said, "Dude, you have a nice penis." This is a true story. And Luke Ford? Still scraping a living pretending to be a Jew. If you ever check out his latest blog he's equally hated in the Jewish community in L.A. as he was in porn. Like the Warden said in Cool Hand Luke, "Some men you just can't reach." He's somebody who definitely has it coming to him. But then again, maybe his pitifully poor existance is revenge enough. Anyway, this ended up being wayy longer than I intended. It's two years worth I had to get out, lol. The sad thing is? I bet the hater posters on here will still go on. I bet if I were to come back here in another two years from now (I won't) but the SAME people will still be posting away their SAME snarky hate, wasting their lives. That's okay they are just throwing stones at ghosts. I've been gone for the most part for nearly two years now. And hey, as bad as some of you may think of me, at least I never killed anybody like that human waste Wanker Wang who killed poor Haley (R.I.P.) or that a-hole Brian Surewood who killed that little kid with his car and then fled the scene. So all things considered, I think I was pretty OK. As for whatever you may think of my outre' scenes, 95 percent of the guys in the business are the exact same way. Ask ClosetedXXX, oops, I mean, ChristianXXX, he's got all the stories on EVERYBODY. And I mean, EVERYBODY. Dick Tracy does, too. But so what? It's all just meaningless bullshit anyway. As for me, I'm living and loving life to it's fullest. I will never shoot another porn scene. Besides, porn is dead. The free content on the web killed the business, I was there at the true golden age, at the height of the bubble, I did my scenes, I won my awards, I made my money and I got the hell out before it died it's pitiful death. So why, did I write all this? I've had a lot of people talk a lot of trash and I just wanted my side to finally be out there and canon. And as Sinatra sang, "I did it myyyyy wayyyy...." So in closing, I just want to say that you all should really get off these life-wasting sites before it's too late and you wake up one day and it's ten years later and you've wasted your whole lives on here. I doubt you'll take my advice but hey, that's on you. "Don't waste your time or time will waste you!" -Knights of Cydonia, MUSE peace, love and empathy |
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