This is a short story meant for active and retired
porn-stars in particular. It’s not funny and will
certainly shock some of you but I find this subject
rather interesting and like to hear an honest answer
to my questions!

Little Justin had not been sleeping for almost a week.
Often late at night he started crying and stayed awake
till the alarm-clock told him it was time to get up.
His misery began a fortnight ago as John Wilkes his best
friend, invited him over to the Wilkes residence.
John had been reacting strange lately and his face often
showed a rather mysterious smile. That Friday, John’s
parents went shopping and John showed Justin one of his
fathers sex-videos. Justin had heard of these movies in
which men and women kissed and had sex with each-other
but till that moment never had seen any of these films.

As a twelve year old kid you don’t have that much interest
for the opposite sexe but John said that he had a special
surprise for him and that one of these girls looked cool!
Justin was full of anticipation and also a bit scared as he
never had seen hardcore films before. At home mum and dad
never talked about sex as they found it private.

He took the video-case John offered him and than his mouth
fell open for surprise. On the back-cover little Justin
recognized a few of the tattoos one of these blonde girls
was wearing. No! This was impossible...and yet she looked
exactly like his MUM? It could not be true but she looked
like his mum! The young boy looked at the names of the cast
and suddenly his heart stopped beating.

He closed his eyes, opened them and hoped the horrible
image would be gone but it was still there. He read the
initials of the name on the label...J.J.

He closed his eyes again as he still believed he was
dreaming! A few tears ran down his cheeks as he dropped
the box to the floor. He looked at his little friend who
only grinned at him. Victoriously!!!

That’s your mum: he said! She is licking that guy’s penis
and the other man has his penis in her pussy. Don’t you
know it? Your mum is a whore! Well Justin? Like to watch
the movie? My parents will not be back before seven.

Justin was filled with emotions and started crying.
He looked at John who had this broad smile on his face.
This was too much for the young man, who ran out of the
house into the street. These words his best friend had
said hurt SO much, were incredible but true.

His mummy was a whore.

She had sex with other mummies and daddies. Justin knew
that when John Wilkes new about this, the other children
also would know or soon would hear it from John.

Shocking news for a twelve year old boy. Should he tell his
little sister too? Last month his parents had visited school
and they spoke with Miss Mason, his teacher. Would she know
about his mums past? What if he would ask mum about this?
Would she tell him the truth? His mum said she was a film
star. What she really meant, he just learned. That she
fucked with other mummies and daddies for money.
What about daddy? Does he know that his mummy is a slut?
Justin felt so confused that he could not think clearly
anymore. Didn’t they teach in school about loyalty and that
sex was only for people who where in love with each other?

He turned on his back and closed his eyes. Immediately the
photo appeared of his mum with the penis of strange man in
her mouth and that of the other man who had put his penis
in his mums pussy. He tried to sleep that night but the
anger about the things his mum had done with strange men
and women was too big! He hated his mother, he hated the
men that had sex with his mother and he hated the many
fathers and mothers that had already seen what his mum had
been doing for many years. The father of John Wilkes had
seen his mummy naked. He had seen her licking the penis of
a man. He had seen his mum licking the pussy of another
mum.

Thinking of his mum doing sex things with other people
made him sick. How on earth could she do this? Did she
never think about the consequences? What she would do to
him? What major impact this would have on him, his little
sister, his family and friends?

Justin knew that from now on all his friends would point
with their forefinger AT HIM! He no longer could enter the
class-room without hearing this horrible: Justin’s mum is a
porn-star! Soon the whole school, the football-club, the
neighbours, other parents, the people at the mall, his
dentist, the postman...everyone would know about his mum!

The End...of a young kids world!

Gene would call this post “circumspect”. Well...this is
not just a story! This is reality! This is what it must be
to a twelve year old kid who just discovered that his mum
played in porno and how his environment reacts to it.
Parents and adults may not be that harsh but kids...show
no remorse!

Which of you porn-stars can tell me how you (would) approach
(ed)this? I am really interested to hear how you deal with
such delicate matter. Do you inform your children of what
you do / did or will it end like this story?

A young kid totally devastated as he feels that the whole
world turned his back on him and betrayed by his mother!

Sooner or later your children will find out about your past.
I asked a particular porn-actress twice to give her personal
comment but she neglected or better denied the question!

Guess it’s a taboo item no one wants to talk about and yet
it is part of the life you have chosen. Must be tough to be
the kid of a porn-star!

Spetz

The names and initials used in this story are functional...
um fictional.

Edited by - spetz on Feb 2 2002

Topic Moved by - Saki on Feb 3 2002