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| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | Just wanted to stop in and say hello. I am working right now to get out to New York. Kendra Star is trying to set me up with Pussy Jackers and Facial abuse so we will see where that goes. I am sorry my previous images were removed, they were really good too. i also just got accepted to a second baccalaureate program with a $5000 scholarship! I am hoping to go into the fashion field so wish me luck. I will still be making films so no worries. Have a great weekend everyone. [Image not found DB] |
| julien1982 Member Mean and Rude 600 Posts 7/05 | |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| Tainted Love Member 17 Posts 9/10 | |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | And I loved the pics as well. Good thing I saved them before someone went and rudely tore them down, but I guess rules are rules, even though I know you meant no harm, so big props to you for goin the extra mile for us. Thank you once again from the bottom of our collective horny hearts for choosing to continue in porn. It means a lot to all of us!! |
| Rocky5u5 Member 18 Posts 7/10 | |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | I would really love to see you in many more films. I hope and pray you will do at least a couple more DP films as I really enjoyed the clip you did for blacks on blondes. I don't know if being in adult film has changed what you will be auditioning for now that you will be going to your baccalaureate program. I hope you will keep doing more raunchy films that we have come to enjoy so much. However on a personal note I hope you will continue to do what you feel comfortable with. These are only items on my personal wish list. Stay in touch and know that you have many many fans that love your films!! |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | Believe me, I wish my phone would ring with an offer of just about anything, DP, Gangbang, or anal included. Sadly, it isn't happening, and it takes money to make money. If I want to work, I need to get tested. On average, outside of LA, that's $200. Then I need to fly to wherever I'm shooting, and that's out of my own pocket as well. In the end, a shoot needs to pay at least 600-700 to be worth the investment, and that's just to make back the test, travel costs, and whatever other expenses I incur. That doesn't make it impossible, but in this economy, it is far FAR easier to offer a younger local girl a last minute scene than it is to book me. It sucks, but if things start turning around, I'm ready and rearing to go! My BA program won't take too much out of me. I've already got one, so this time I'm just focusing on specific training. Things like pattern drafting and the history of fashion design. No math classes, or random philosophy courses to take, just get in and get it done. Kind of like a DP scene, now that I think of it :P Anywho, before it's too late, here's some new pics! Happy TittyTuesday! [Image not found DB] [Image not found DB] Edited by - clayrabeau on 10/20/2010 12:05:41 PM Edited by - clayrabeau on 10/20/2010 12:06:32 PM |
| Nora_Hot Member 43 Posts 7/09 | Problem solved. Edited by - nora_hot on 10/24/2010 12:41:38 PM |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| Nora_Hot Member 43 Posts 7/09 | If someone has a concern, I would not tell that person what I 'think' they want to hear. I'll tell them what they need to know. Please remember that doing nothing -> changes nothing. Edited by - nora_hot on 10/24/2010 6:15:09 PM |
| pat362 Senior Member 10083 Posts 3/10 | I gather from her post that Clayra doesn't live in L.A and that could add to her problem of getting jobs but her looks are not the main issue. |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | Personally I love your look. I love soft bodies with all natural curves and I don't think I would have paid as much attention if you were all hard in the belly and if your boob looked hard. I consider that somewhat of a turnoff. You look terrific the way you are and please please please don't go changing your looks or go and make radical surgery. That would be heartbreaking for me. Just my opinion. Thanks |
| mikebarrx Deactivated User 256 Posts 1/08 | IMO, the problem is she doesn't live in LA. How can you wanna be a porn star and not reside in LA? Its like wanting to be downhill skier and living in Grand Cayman. Very tough.... I wish her well. I like her. Edited by - mikebarrx on 10/24/2010 10:52:40 PM |
| Harri Patel Senior Member #SDNY he's all yours. -- Michael Steele 5110 Posts 3/03 | |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | |
| julien1982 Member Mean and Rude 600 Posts 7/05 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | In the mean time, I've missed a Tuesday or two, so let's look at some tits! [Image not found DB] Cleavage is good, but I like to let those breath a bit more... [Image not found DB] ANd I'll wrap it up with a booty pic from Monster Filmz... [Image not found DB] Have a happy Halloween everyone! |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | |
| Jonny Jay Outlier Moderator 5990 Posts 8/09 | |
| jpfan Member 112 Posts 7/10 | |
| Jonny Jay Outlier Moderator 5990 Posts 8/09 | |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | In the mean time, here's a few more pics :) [Image not found DB] And [Image not found DB] And [Image not found DB] Manchester Derby in an 45 minutes, so I'm out for now :) |
| BigBoy Senior Member 3359 Posts 1/03 | |
| El Jefe Senior Member You Damn Right!!! 1283 Posts 5/10 | |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | |
| lazboy Senior Member 1040 Posts 10/10 | |
| El Jefe Senior Member You Damn Right!!! 1283 Posts 5/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | So, I'm off to NYC tomorrow to get fucked ten ways from Sunday for three days, and I can't wait! I wanted to ask, if you all would be so obliged, if you could help me out with the MissFreeone's contest? [ invalid url ] I don't expect to win. I'm not a "name" like Vicky Vette, and I don't have a media machine behind me like a contract girl would, but if I can even make a blip on someone's radar, I think it would be awesome! Thanks in advance guys. And because I know I'll be on a plane tomorrow, we'll do titties today :) [Image not found DB] [Image not found DB] And what the hell, booty too! [Image not found DB] |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | |
| FadeToBlack Member 529 Posts 8/09 | |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | As for models. It's really hard to tell who's doing what. For instance if I go to type9, they might have girls that SAY in the resume they'll do anal, but you know they probably won't just based on how long they might have had that up. That being said. I find my tastes are not at all different from a lot of other contributors to the star crossed forum, which still leaves me wishing I could shout it on the rooftop for putting you in another hot anal or DP scene, because I really loved your scene. I don't know if you participated in other discussions such as Jules Jordan. I bet they'd love to hear from you there as well. If they hadn't heard about you there, wait till they get a load of your credentials!! jajajaja. I'd love to see you and Penelope Piper doing a DP in the same film. That would be on my ultimate wish list and throw in Nella Jay DP, and I'd probably have a heart failure. I can't complain it has been a good year and 2 out of 3 ain't bad! |
| jpfan Member 112 Posts 7/10 | Three things. If this is too personal a question, then just ignore it. But I seem to remember reading that you have a child. True? Once again, ignore it if it's too personal. Second. Could you list your porn appearances. You do a lot of web work, photoshoots, etc. And as a fan, it's kind of hard to keep up with. And finally. Why the hell is this modern day blonde Bettie Page hard up for work? As I type this, her thread here at ADT is 17 pages long. She obviously has a huge fan base. Hire her now! |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | On to jpfan's questions: First, Yes, one I birthed and 2 older step kids. Second, In the year since I started modeling, I've done more than 60 shoots, most of them nude/lingerie modeling. The ones that were professional porn are as follows in the order they were shot and for who. 1. Blackcockheaven.com/Blackbachelor.com (Seven Benefroe) Shot and went on line in December 2009. First porn shoot, first IR 2. Nextlevelbitches.com (Frank Goodnight) Shot December 2009, never been published, IR BJ 3. Urbaneroticatv.com (Seven Benefroe) Shot in December 2009, went on-line cf. September 2010, IR 4. Nextlevelbitches.com (Frank Goodnight) Shot late December 09/early January 2010, Preview went online cf. May 2010. Full scene not available. IR rough sex/gagging 5. Dreamflixx.net (Candle Boxx) Shot January 2010, scenes that weren't part of custom order went on clips4sale Feb. 2010. G/G messy softcore 6. Mrpov.com (Eric John) Shot and online February 2010. POV BJ and sex. First porn scene in LA 7. Theredchair.net (Solo) Shot and online Feb. 2010. Solo shoot with pink vibe. 8. Blacksonblondes.com (Sean Michaels & Rico Strong) Shot Feb 2010, online by March 2010, DVD April 2010. IR DP. First professional DP 9. Dreamflixx.net (Sasha Style & Missy Gold) Shot March 2010, scenes not part of custom order on clips4sale March 2010. G/G spanking, softcore, CPR fetish, superhero fetish. 10. Gloryhole.com (Damn, I can't recall his name. He was behind a wall the whole time) Shot and online March 2010. IR Glory Hole scene 11. & 12. Ultimadvd.com Armpitgirls.com Ballbustingpornstars.com Femdomcuckolding.com (Tom Dong, Steve Driver, Eric Jover) Shot March 2010 (last scenes I shot in LA) online by April 2010. Steve murdered Tom over the summer. Mostly femdom, some ball kicking, all IR. 13. Monsterfilmz.net (CeeJay Strokes) Shot late March 2010, not yet available. IR B/G, first NYC shoot 14. & 15. Gabriellesden.com (Tina Tink, Freaky) Shot late March 2010, site currently down. First on screen G/G hardcore, strapons, etc. Scene with Freaky a standard IR B/G 16. Ivydevore.com (Ivy Devore & Jeremy) Shot and online April 2010, site since gone out of business. B/G/G BJ Have the scene, but no 2257 or copyright From April to July I shot a lot of modeling only stuff, including bondage sets for ropexpert.com and abducteddamsels.com 17. Pamelaroseproductions.com (Syn) Shot in July 2010, not released yet, quicksand fetish, some G/G in the pits 18. Publicdisgrace.com (Princess Donna D, Tommy Pistol, James Deen) Shot July 2010 released August 2010. Fisting, anal, bondage, all sorts of stuff. First Kink shoot. 19. Pamelaroseproductions.com (Syn) Shot in August 2010, not released yet, more mud/quicksand, Dommed by Syn in mud pit 20. Monsterfilmz.net (Frank Steedz) Shot August 2010, site forthcoming IR B/G 21. Pussyjackers.com (Frank Steedz, John E. Depth) Shot August 2010, site forthcoming, B/B/G Vag/Oral 22. Score/MMG shoots (Solo) Shot September 2010, not published yet. One set rejected for lighting issues. These are just me naked with some dildos. 23. Brandonlongwood.com (Brandon Longwood) Shot September 2010, not published yet. 2 B/G IR scenes That's it. I'm on the East coast shooting all over this week, including the Facial Abuse scene on Thursday. As you can see, not a whole lot, and much of it isn't even out yet. I've also done some "shot at home" stuff that is on a couple different clips sites, including the first site I started on: mydirtyhobby.com Hope that helps! As to why I'm not getting more work, well, I'm not in LA, but I got a couple texts from Lee at Valleybabes.xxx the other day. He was kind of steamed that I was setting up all this work out east without him. Not that he's gotten me anything except the UltimaDVD shoots (see #11 & #12), but he tells me "People ask for you all the time, you should've at least told me you got a valid test". So, part of it may just be that I'm not hearing about offers (which isn't how a licensed agent is supposed to operate, btw) and there's a ton of folks in California wondering why I'm never available. I tell you, agents seem to only be good for the contacts in this biz. In one year I've tried working with at least 6 agencies, and they've pretty much been worthless when you look at what I've shot that was booked by myself. All right, long post is long. I'm away from home so I don't have any pics, but if I get anything new while I'm out, I'll try to post something :) |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | [Image not found DB] Nor this: [Image not found DB] Will make me feel glad for any part of it except for where I called it a day and walked away before we even got to the sex. It's not okay, I'm not a fan, and I'll never support or recommend their brand of "we do this every night, so it must be okay" logic, and any girl that thinks about it should see the pics I posted. That's from fifteen minutes, imagine what a whole shoot would have been like. Now that I've removed everyone's boners, I will say that I also had some great sex with Jonny Slim (Tiger Woulds) for Monster Filmz, and that when Monster gets that and the Indigo shoot out to market, I think both will be worth every penny! Here's some pics I snapped with my phone (sorry for the quality) when they let me preview the footage afterwards :) [Image not found DB] [Image not found DB] Edited by - clayrabeau on 11/20/2010 1:46:18 PM |
| celluloidferox Senior Member @EmperorCorndog 1438 Posts 1/10 | The Monster films pics look great, I love the second one especially :) Edited by - celluloidferox on 11/20/2010 2:16:14 PM |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | [Image not found DB] Not sure I like this one as much. You can tell it's posed with that "give me the sleepy eyes are sexy look" directions being given, but she's hot either way. [Image not found DB] Remember, I'm 5'2" and maybe 115-120, and I feel like I look like a giantess next to her! |
| huskerhat25 Deactivated User Im a Machine U JERK!! 776 Posts 4/10 | On a personal level I have to say some of the photos are a little heartbreaking for me because while I may never have the extreme good fortune to get to know you in person, it hurts my feelings a little to see anybody do that to you whether it involves sexual excitement from inflicting pain or not. I feel a very special kinship with you in the sense that you dedicate a lot of your time to go the extra mile to address most of your fans comments one by one. And that means a lot to me. Ok enough of the mushy stuff. So in closing today all I can ask you is to measure yourself and understand your limits, because I want to continue to see you in more films, but I also get the sense from these discussions that there is a pretty nice person sending these interesting messages and sexy photos to us, and I don't want that curtailed all because some careless person took things a little to far. Thank you again for keeping it real. |
| Mninblk7 Member My mind could be anywhere but I live in Wisconsin 51 Posts 11/10 | I've enclosed some vid caps of her working the clay pit for my mud and quicksand fetish web page. No small coincidence she spells her name like she does...lol Robert ![]() ![]() |
| jpfan Member 112 Posts 7/10 |
If any man buys anything from this company, then you are not really a man. Porn is good, porn is great. This is wrong. Thank you Clayra for being the most honest and insightful porn star I've ever come across. Edited by - jpfan on 11/22/2010 2:06:48 AM |
| lazboy Senior Member 1040 Posts 10/10 | |
| ClayraBeau Member 659 Posts 2/10 | @Mninblk7 Yay! You made it! Pamela Rose Productions is by far one of the best examples I have of how taking a chance on something that sounds odd can pay off. My first reaction to it was a bit alarming. "They want me to sink in quicksand?!?" I asked myself. I do a lot of research (okay, I let my man do most of the research because that's what he does for a living and he's good at it) and Pamela Rose turned out to be great. I've had a lot of fun working for the site, and I've made some great friends for life with them. Even if I quit modeling and performing today, I'd keep in touch with them! Also, I would trade a mosquito infested clay pit for this weather ANY day! @jpfan I have to agree. There's a fine line between putting on a show that involves some pain, and just getting off on hurting people. When you're fooling around with someone you care about and they ask you to smack their ass, they aren't asking you to beat the shit out of them. Normal people understand that. Even when you're in the S&M scene, people use safe words because they actually RESPECT and CARE about the safety and comfort of their partners. There was none of that with Facial Abuse. Just a desire to beat the shit out of women, and a waiver to sign saying you won't sue them for it. That's not sexy, it's sick. @lazboy Ah, but therein lies the problem. I'd done research on them, and had decided to pass on ever working for them. Part of me wondered if it was similar to the Kink or insex sites that I like where the models really are in control and the "abuse" is consensual and mostly for show. There's an enjoyment to those sites, and I think girls come away from those experiences having really enjoyed themselves. Even with that curiosity, I wasn't willing to give it a go. Then, a model I know from NYC talked to me about it and assured me that they were really actually great guys and a lot of fun. That it wasn't as bad as it looked or what I may have heard, and I should check it out. They were offering a payday of $1200 for an hours worth of work, and she could set it up for a %10 fee. That's pretty standard for an agency when they find you work. I accepted based on her reassurances and the fact that she'd be there with me. She'd done Latina Abuse for them, so she knew what they were about. It was first hand knowledge, what I was taught in college to look at as empirical data, and I took it. There's no accounting for greed in data gathering though, and I got suckered. She got stoned while driving us there, didn't think once of canceling when it took four hours for the camera guy to show up, and didn't have my back in any way other than to offer me a shoulder to cry on before trying to convince me to continue the scene. I got sold out for a potential $120 pay day, and I will not work with her again. It turns out she also has beef with an agency we both work with in LA, and so that whole 20/20 hindsight thing is kicking in. Yes, I should have followed my gut and never done it in the first place, and I'd be lying if I said that the whole ordeal hasn't got me thinking about hanging it up too. We're entering the slow period of the biz right now, so we'll see in a few months how it all shakes out. I'm supposed to call Valley Babes today and talk about a future trip out west, so who knows. Okay, enough seriousness! :) I had an awesome shoot yesterday, and though there's nothing explicit, I wanted to share a few pics. It was a Christmas themed workshop, and I've gotten a couple of pics back from the photogs I worked with. Happy Holidays guys, and thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all the support! [Image not found DB] [Image not found DB] [Image not found DB] |
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